When the son of Utah Eagle Forum President Gayle Ruzicka was found
dead of a drug overdose in the morals activist's home, it brought
into sharp focus the breadth and depth of Utah's drug problem.
Joshua Ruzicka was in a coma and not breathing after injecting a
drug cocktail of heroin, cocaine and morphine when police and
medical technicians arrived March 8 at his mother's Utah County
home.
"He was a dear boy. He wasn't this hard core, mean, awful thing
that you think about when you hear about someone who took drugs,"
said Gayle Ruzicka. "He was a kind, sweet boy and the family dearly
loved him."
Joshua, 27, had been clean for a couple of years, but had
resumed using drugs shortly before his overdose, she said.
Until recently, police refused to confirm the cause or
circumstances of his death, saying the information was part of an
investigation. Ruzicka and her family had declined to discuss it
with reporters; the words drugs, overdose or addiction never were
uttered at Joshua Ruzicka's funeral at the family's Church of Jesus
Christ of Latter-day Saints ward house. His obituary said only that
he had "returned to the arms of his Heavenly Father."
"It's not something we hide, but it's not something we flaunt
out there because it causes pain," said Gayle Ruzicka. She asked
that her son's overdose not be reported.
Most people in her community of Alpine-Highland know about
Joshua's overdose. Many who are having addiction problems call her,
she said.
"I tell them, 'Love them where they are. Don't abandon them -
too many people abandon their children when they are going through
this. If ever there's a time when they need to feel your love, it's
now.' "
Highland-Alpine Police Chief Kip Botkin confirmed this week that
a medical examiner's report found that Joshua Ruzicka died of an
overdose. Gayle Ruzicka and her husband were out of state at the
time of the incident.
Gareth Bozung, 27, who was with Joshua Ruzicka that night, has
been charged with possession and distribution of illegal drugs and
obstruction of justice in connection with the death. He is in the
Utah County jail on unrelated charges of drug possession and
possession of a concealed weapon, according to court records.
Bozung told police that he sold Joshua Ruzicka a bag of heroin
for $5 and was shooting "speed balls" with him until 4 a.m. Bozung
called from Ruzicka's house for medical help and police arrived with
the ambulance, Botkin said.
Joshua Ruzicka, one of 12 Ruzicka children, grew up in Utah
County's Mormon-dominated culture, but entered the world of drugs in
his 20s. A talented musician, he had struggled with drug addiction
for years, friends say.
In 2005, he pleaded guilty to charges of attempted possession of
drugs. According to court documents, a Sandy police officer
discovered eight balloons of heroin and dozens of syringes, many
bloodied, in a car driven by Joshua Ruzicka and a friend.
His friends say he was popular and respected in the Salt Lake
City area's music community, but his addiction undermined his
ability to stay with a band.
"He started using when he was 21," Ruzicka said. "He came and
told me about it. We were his rehab house. Joshua was not the first
of his friends to die. He knew he had to quit or he would die. We
did everything to help him."
Mike Forshee, a commander in the Utah County Major Crimes Task
Force, said drug addiction, including heroin, is rampant in the
county - along with overdose deaths.
"We have about one [fatal overdose] a week," Forshee said. "The
majority are heroin-related. It's hitting the county hard."
But Lance Merrill, who lost his 19-year-old daughter, Jani, to
an overdose in 2006 and now leads Dads Against Drug Dealers, said
Forshee's numbers are dated.
"It's more like twice that now," said Merrill, of Provo. "Almost
every day there's an obituary in the paper that said someone was 'a
wonderful person, loved by children and animals and they were taken
before their time.' But no cause of death is listed."
"People will not talk about it," he said. "Society has a shame
about it."
Forshee said the innocence of the culture in what is known as
"Happy Valley" hampers fighting drug addiction. "There's something
unique about the demographics of the area. Maybe it's the religion.
We have adults who have not seen drugs - ever - raising children,"
he said. "The kids are doing it, but the parents don't know what to
look for."
Merrill, who is Mormon, says this willful ignorance extends to
public officials and even doctors. "It's so in-the-closet and
hush-hush and it's-their-own-damn-fault."
Acquaintances of Joshua Ruzicka said he took "a lot of flak"
over his mother's high-profile conservative stands against
homosexuality, pornography, video-game violence, profane rock music
and abortion. "People made a lot of snide remarks about his mom. She
was an easy target," said one friend. "But he never joined in."
It was obvious at Joshua Ruzicka's funeral that he was adored
for his humor and creativity. Besides music, he was an audacious
skateboarder and an adventurous chef, family members said.
Still, Ruzicka said reporting the circumstances of Joshua's
death would be "like breaking healing bones."
"I have children who get deeply, deeply hurt," she said. "Family
comes first."
Merrill says drug addiction must be dragged out of the shadows
to help families and society come to grips with the tragedy it
causes. His daughter's obituary said, simply, "Our daughter lost her
battle with addiction."
"At my daughter's funeral we talked about her overdose," Merrill
said. "Now, even my bishop talks about addiction and what it's doing
to the community. My daughter's death became a rallying cry, 'We've
got to fight this.' "
gwarchol@stlrib.com
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* NATE CARLISLE contributed to this article.