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Danielle cherished family, friends and life. She had her whole life planned out; her husband, number of kids, two dogs and would be a dermatologist, a career where she could help others but have time for her family.
Christi had just enrolled in college. She just began taking First Baptist Church shuttles downtown every Thursday to befriend the homeless. Just chit chatting with them and letting them know they had a friend. In her journals, she was determined to turn her life around and she started by helping others. She volunteered often for the M.U.S.T. Ministries to help set up their clothing shop for the homeless and the children's center. She helped cooked their meals. She helped do their laundry. She wanted to go into a field helping others. She would have changed at least one person's life, for the better, when they thought there was no more hope. She didn't show up last Thursday. She died.
In the months before she was killed, 21-year-old Anke Furber had been acting scared and she seemed to know she was in danger. Several days after Furber's charred remains were discovered in a small vineyard in Norcross, Anke's mom, Ria, found a note in Anke's desk at home in Marietta. In it, Anke seemed to foreshadow her own death. She wrote, "My parents would surely grieve the loss of their wonderful daughter whose craziness would soon lead to her slaughter". Ria isnt sure exactly when the note was written, but believes it was written in a close time frame to the actual murder.
At 22 years old, Levi had goals and ambitions of being a business owner, a husband and a father. He loved his family and friends with everything in him and would do anything for you. His shyness and manners we're a shining attribute to who he was. Unfortunately, Levi befriended someone who for nearly three years took advantage of his kindness and when asked to leave his home, he killed him. If he would have just walked out the door as asked, Levi would still be here today. We'll never know all the wonderful things that Levi would have accomplished, but we know he was a "Friend" till the end.
Ephraim was 21 yrs old when he prematurely transitioned to the other side. He was a very warm hearted young man. And was always available to help friends and family. As his cousin Ben said about him: "You can lay a 1,000. on the table and know completely that Ephraim would have never taken it". He spent most of his days at Antique World in Clarence , NY which was owned and operated by his Uncle. That was my sons world. A world he will no longer be able to participate in. He is sorely missed by his family and friends.
Mark suffered a brain injury at the age of 19 the night of a high school prom. Mark died at the age of 25. Life was hard for Mark, he lived an aphasic life. Mark struggled to relearn his alphabet and to speak again. Neuro rehab, drug rehab, jails, institutions and death. Mark was disabled and a fighter all at the same time. College, heavy equipment operator, volunteering were all part of these six years. Mark loved kids and wished he had one. Due to the selfish reasoning of his so called friends, Mark will never be able to achieve his dreams that he fought so hard for. Mark's struggle is over !! PEACE..........
His friends describe him as a kind, warm hearted, full of energy, always smiling, and a very silly young man. They also said that whenever Sean walked into a room that he had the ability lighting up the room because he was full of life and energy! He loved his dad, his mom, and his sister very much. He had a very special bond with his great grandma Efford and his great aunt Charlene whom also up in heaven with him. A warm hug from Sean was just another way that he showed his affection to his family and friends
When Cayte was in the middle school she was on the track team, she was a cheerleader for the Nor-Roc Vikings, she was on a soccer team, and she loved attending the dances at the Sad Cafe. When she went to high school, all of those activities stopped. The sad reason was because she was too old. All the kids have, once they reach high school, are the woods and the homes of friends when the parents are at work. If she had activities to do after school when she went to high school, maybe this wouldn't have happened.
From her birth to her passing Katty touched so many lives. Not only did her family have the joy of watching her grow from a 6 pound baby girl to a beautiful young woman, but so many others did as well. The lives she touched are too many to fathom. Her beauty and grace preceded her where ever she went. Her heart was made of fine gold and she cared for others always before herself. She was not just special to all of us but to the Lord who saw fit to call her home at such a young age. Her mansion was ready! When we think of Katty now we all can be at peace because we know she is with her Lord, never to face this harsh world we live in day to day. She is with us always when we remember her smile, her touch, and her kind words. We all had the pleasure of being touched by an ANGEL!
We want our son's name to be Remembered and to bring hope and joy out of something that has been the darkest and heartbreaking days of our families life. JP was very out spoken and we have decided to be that way on this site and to be his voice about the drug companies and the public official's that sit back and do nothing. If we could save one person from what our family had to go Through and is still going Through, it would be all worth it We will not stop until the truth gets out. We want his memory to live on.
Time has gone by so quickly and it seems like we haven't seen your face in forever. Our hearts are broken, our tears flow so freely and our souls feel empty. Michael, you left us with so many happy memories but the memories can never take your place. We know you and your uncle Sam are saving a place for those who cherished you the most.
Two weeks before he died, Chuck called me on the phone. He was excited to tell me he was joining the National Guard. He had begun to think about being a History Teacher. He planned to attend school after basic training. He also mentioned a new girlfriend. He was pretty crazy about her but wanted to give things a little more time before making her "meet the parents". Still, we made plans to meet for lunch once July wound down. He thought we might all get together and told me not to worry, he had a job and would help pay the check. The first time I met the young lady he was so crazy about was as she cried herself senseless over his casket. She laid a broken heart chain and necklace across his hands. She wore the mating half around her slender neck. Her courage in court helped to solidify the deal that sent a drug dealer to prison. I hope she, and Chuck's other friends, make the right decision and swear off drug use so we may never see their faces on these pages.
Everyone ever touched by Miranda. This will be a tribute to the life she lived. She was the most remarkable and inspirational woman I have ever known. I was in awe of my own daughter. Even as her mother, her beauty took my breath away, and as she walked this earth from her crawling stages to adulthood her beauty from the inside amazed me. Miranda loved about every living thing and each friend she had she made her relationship with them special and unique.
Jamie was a very loving son, brother, grandson, nephew, boyfriend and friend.. Most importantly he was the best father anyone could have asked for.. Even though he was only 16 when he was taken away from us from his so called friend, he did everything for his daughter and mother of his daughter  that he had asked to marry him when he turns 18.. Jamie was the type of kid that would take his shirt off his back for anyone that needs it..  Jamie died on April 23, 2008.. If only his so called friend (29 yrs old), his mother and the other people at the home called 911 instead of waiting 3 hours, he would still be here with us today.. Jamie's dad passed away Nov 2005 and he had a hard time dealing with loosing his father and could not believe he was gone.. Well now Jamie is at home with his dad..Until we meet again... I am proud of you my son..Love you always and forever, Mommy
Kaylin Marie Mathews was born on a Tuesday March 1, 1988. Kaylin was my oldest child and my only daughter. She could play the piano, guitar, and drums and loved to sing. She had been "spinning records" the last few years and loved to mix music. She had been working as a d.j. at the time of her death and was very good. Kaylin was an only child for 71/2 years. She has one brother and one sister. She was a talented writer. She made jewelry and she could draw. There was nothing that my baby couldn't do, if she wanted to. Kaylin was left to die in a ravine on June 30, 2008. She was found on July 1, 2008. Her date of death is listed as a Tuesday July 1, 2008. She was 20 years old. I miss her every second of every day. The world lost an amazing talent and an amazing young woman. I lost a part of my heart.
R.J. was truly a blessing in our lives. He was the kind of son that most parents only dream of having. He always respected and obeyed his parents and never got in trouble. RJ was never in trouble in his life RJ always called home to let us know where he was and when he would be home. When he was missing and we couldn't reach him on his cell phone, we knew immediately something terrible was wrong. This is a nightmare that no parent should have to go through and we are living it. Our concern is not what we are going through, but what our son had to go through in his final moments of life.
William Michael Grandchamp better known as Billy, was born Nov 7,1979. HE was a only child. Billy had many friends. Billy often told his friends that his MOM was his best friend. Billy liked to collect sports attire like jerseys and sports caps.Everything he wore had to match. He was meticulous with his clothing, car, and home. Although, Billy had no children of his own he loved children. He told me his greatest wish was to find a good girl and settle down and have a family. That seemed to be very important to him. Even at a young age he had a gift with children. Billy's friends have always commented on how good he was with their children and how their children loved him. Billy was loved by so many people. He had over 800 friends and family members at his wake. Billy will be greatly missed by all his family and friends.
Chase lived life spontaneously with the freedom of a butterfly – a free spirit & soul – no one could hold him down, except his baby girl. She was his LIFE. There wasn’t anything he wouldn’t do for her, including getting clean. Chase was clean 1.5 yrs, after 6 months in residential rehab in New Orleans, continued with NA meetings, substance abuse group counseling, and sought out a Navy recruiter who told him all he would have to do to be eligible. He seemed to be on his way, until he fell off the wagon 12 days out of jail. Turning to heroin again to deal with stress was the mistake of his life. “Chase’s Story” is shared with you on his main page. Thanks for taking time to read it. Sincere and heartfelt thanks to the FDLFD Family for taking us under their wings. “They will sing me to them, and I will hear.” ~RIP Chase~4evrYng~1985-2009
Katelynn Lillian Porter, 16, of West Elgin, was killed in a car crash on Dunborough Rd. in Elgin County. “In loving memory of Katelynn Porter. 12/12/09. 9:40 p.m.” is written between two hearts on the roadside memorial, a makeshift cross. Porter was a student at West Elgin secondary school, where officials are trying to come to grips with the news of her death, especially so close to Christmas.
Tony passed away 10 days after his 16th birthday. He asked permission to spend the night at his friends and I told him yes. I told him" I love you" and he replied "I love you too Mom. Tony was the kid who wanted to make everyone laugh. He had such a wonderful sense of humor and a big heart. He would talk to his friends for hours trying to help them solve their problems. He was a loving big brother, and a wonderful son. He would help you with anything without even being asked. Tony was an extremely intelligent child. He was always placed in advanced classes. A week before he passed we received a letter from Columbine informing us that Tony was nominated to participate in their advanced English Program. He had a gift for writing stories.
She loved all things technical and mechanical with her older brother Ian and fashion and decorating days with her older sister Genevieve. She loved Gothic country art, the workings of the human body, video games, driving and her new tattoo machine. She loved swimming and surfing. She loved all things living and loved her dog Timpleton and her parrot Thermopolis. She had a strong heart and soul, was an independent and progressive thinker, open minded and a will power like no one else. Her favorite place to go was Barnes and Noble.
Vivianna Satterfield was 15 years old! Vivi was the type of young lady that put other people in front of herself. She would always say "Peace and Love".
Kelli Laine Lewis is my only daughter. Kelli died when she was 18 after attending a party hosted by 3 adults who offered a $5.00 entry fee to come and drink all you wanted. A pretty tempting offer for teens not old enough to buy alcohol.
Growing up – she had it all. She was smart and witty - she could come up with a jovial comeback in almost any conversation or situation. She wShe was smart and witty - she could come up with a jovial comeback in almost any conversation or situation. She was always photographing everything and always laughing. She had an infectious laugh, loud and squeaky, but incredibly endearing. Taylor was a huge fan of Tyler Perry’s Madea. She owned every play and knew every word to every gospel song in the plays. She would sing them at the top of her lungs to anyone that would listen. as always photographing everything and always laughing. She had an infectious laugh, loud and squeaky, but incredibly endearing.
He went out THE FIRST TIME to celebrate being "LEGAL" with a creep he considered a friend (even though we warned him this guy was not a true friend). My son did not drive so he was picked up about ten thirty. Even when it was obvious my son was having difficulties this creep brought him to his own house , which is 4 houses away for a few hours, and dropped him off here at home in the middle of the night WITHOUT KNOCKING OR CALLING OR WAKING US UP. We found Ben in his bed the next morning when we tried to wake him.

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November 20, 2008
Was just working and you wondered into my mind. Miss you, hunny! XoXo
   Chelsey

   November 4, 2008
Christi.....you are missed by many and loved by many! No matter who we are or what we do here on earth we know that the Bible tells us "in a twinkle of an eye we will all be reunited" in Heaven. We all look forward to that reunion! God Bless you Christi!
   Bill Armstrong (Birmingham, AL)

   October 29, 2008
Hi Sweetheart.....I was just having a mommy moment and miss you like crazy.

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined....booooocooooodles!

God Bless You, you sweet gift from God!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)

   October 24, 2008
Christi, I spent the night with you once in 6th grade. We were never SUPER close, but I never forgot that night and how much fun you were... I also never forgot the day that I heard you had passed and HOW you had passed. I was angry for a long time. But now, reading more about the newly opened case, I have faith that something will come of it. Your mom is great and together, with everyone that has that fighting spirit in them, justice will be served.

You are loved and missed...

Corie Marvin
Jasper, GA
   Corie Marvin (Jasper, GA)
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   October 7, 2008
Hi beautiful. Today is the day, 3 years ago, that you gave your life to others, so others may have a new life. During your life, I saw you give tears to others. I saw you give hugs to others. I saw you laugh with others. I saw you donate your time and your love to others. 3 years ago today, you gave your organs to others. I do not know those people but have rec'd letters from the recipients. By the letters, they sure do have part of you in them. They are feeling energetic, full of life and a bit feisty! hahaha!

I want you to know that God and I have had a lot of chit chats. He tells me that in a twinkle of an eye, we will be together.

With all my heart honey, I love you and am so proud of the gifts of life you have given to others....not only while you were here with us on earth, but also through your purpose in life. You have touched many and made such a difference for others.

Sweetheart, I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined! Booocooodles!

Save us a seat honey! With all our love, mom, your dad, Ron and Brent
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 1, 2008
Missing and loving you always

XoXo,

Chels
    

   August 23, 2008
Hey baby girl. Just having a "Christi moment" and wanted to pop in and say hello...and thank you for being my daughter! I don't know if you are aware of this or not, but your are changing lives, in a good way. You know how you touched the hearts of those you cared for on earth? Well hon, you are touching hearts on earth that had never met you, but love you and are learning from you.

I love you so much and miss you so very, very completely!!!

Save me a hug sweetie! God Bless you and thank you for you!

All my love and with HIS GRACE AND MERCY,
mom (brent too!)
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   July 3, 2008
Just stopping by to say Hello and that I am thinking of you. I miss you, girlie!!

XoXo,
Chels~


  
   June 12, 2008
Baby Girl....we're doing it!!!!!!

I told somebody that you bequeathed me your "fighting spirit" because you no longer need those in heaven. You loaned them to me...on earth as in heaven!

Just to let you know...I have borrowed them on earth to fight your case.

I am so proud of the persistence and the fight you left me.

We're going to save at least ONE! I know it! Because of you dear!

Thank you for the "muscle"!

I love you honey1 I love you so much!

I wish I would have fought this hard for you while you were still here. I am so sorry! I took you for granted. Lil did I know!

Thank you for being my daughter! And thank you God for her gift to me!

With all my love,
mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)

   May 25, 2008
Hey Christi....I read Grandma's note to you. I just know you are laughing with Kim and teaching her how to break dance, and you are enjoying all the laughter, joys and blessings in heaven. Thanks for taking extra special care of Kim. Send Grandma a butterfuly hug too!

I love you so much! I know you know everything going on with your case. Thanks for all the help sweetie! You are going to save a lot of lives!!!!!!

As Grandma always says, Kiss yourself on the nose! I betchya that you know how to do that in heaven! hahaha!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!!!!!!

Thank you for being my daughter! Thank you for taking care of Kim up there too!

God Bless You baby girl!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)

   May 24, 2008
Christi, please pray for us and for Kim! Help receive her in Heaven! You are with Christ and we are happy with you in that knowledge.. Thank you! Kim and Christi I love you so very much! Mom/Grandma
   Betty Humbert (Lehigh Acres, FL)

   May 15, 2008
Hey Girl. I'm thinking of you today, and everyday. I love you and miss you.

Chels
    

   April 26, 2008
Hi beautiful angel of mine. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, miss you, love you and realize your purpose unfolding in front of me.

Thank you for you!
With more than all my love, thank you for you! I am so proud of you!!!!

God Bless You sweetheart....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....boooocooooodles!

I love you so very much honey! I miss you so very much!!!!!!!!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   April 25, 2008
Hi my love! Lately you have been on my mind and I cant seem to stop thinking about you, not that thats a bad thing. =) Everytime I think about you I remember all of our happy memories we had together. You were a best friend to me and I can't thank you enough. Your were ALWAYS there for me NO matter what was going on in your life. I will NEVER forget you. I CAN'T wait to see you one day in heaven and for us to greet each other with hugs and love at the pearly front gates. =) See you in heaven.
   Stephanie Prucha (Woodstock, GA)
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   April 11, 2008
Hi Christi
You did not know me in life,but I feel I have gotten to know you though you sweet,loving,Mother we have been getting to know one another , I know in my heart you and My son Edward are smiling down on our friendship.Here is a poem I wrote for your mom in memory of you.

Christi’s Rainbow


As I wake up in the morning and the foggy
Haze of sleep dissipates, & my mind becomes
More clear
I think Of My Sweet Christi and smile
Because
Like the rainbow that lights up the sky
With its beautiful hue’s of colors
After a refreshing spring rain,
She touched our hearts with the Brightest
Of smile’s
Like the rainbow is a promise from God
And it leaves us with brighter days,
She left a lingering presence of radiance
And most especially her love
And like Gods Promise it gives me hope that
Ill see her again.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath
As my feet touch the floor to start a new day
I realize sometimes in life we really do get to
Meet, hold,touch, and love our heavenly angels
If only for a little while, for god must call them home,
And I know if I had to do it all
Over again I would
Just to feel her love!
~
By: Kim Miller
In Honor of Christi Nowak’s 23rd
Birthday
She is forever 20 In Our Hearts and Eye’s

Much Luv to a beautiful Angel
Hugs
Kim
   Kim Miller (Walbridge, OH)
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   April 10, 2008
Hey Girl. Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you and miss you everyday!!

Love you,
Chels~
  
  
February 5, 2008
  Hi honey. I'm supposed to say Happy Birthday today. It's your 23rd. I can't quit crying. It was just a minute ago that I held you for the first time. It was just a minute ago that you took your first steps. It was just a minute ago that you told me you loved me for the first time. It was just a minute ago that I brushed your hair. It was just a minute ago that you turned into a woman. It was just a minute ago that I lost you. On God's clock, I will see you tomorrow! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined! Thank you for being born! Thank you for being my daughter! Have a blessed birthday in heaven honey....and know how very much we love and miss you!

Mom, Your Dad, Your Brother and Your step-dude!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   February 5, 2008
Happy Birthday sweetheart...I sure miss you like crazy. You have been on my mind a lot lately...Perhaps its because I miss you so much!
Keep a chair open for me one day.....
   Ashley Trent (Tallahassee, FL)
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   January 1, 2008
Well sweetheart, it's the first day of a new year without you.

You want to hear something sad? I'm trying to help a family find their daughter today, who was supposed to come over here to see me. She named her own daughter after you...spells it the same too....Christi. She went out last night and the family has not heard from her. My goodness!!!!!! I am praying for her and for her family!

Honey....I know what that family feels like...and even more sad than that....I know exactly where you are right now.

Thank you for being with me. Thank you for your loving spirit. Thank you for being my most beautiful daughter!

I love you with all my heart sweetie. God Bless you with all my love, taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

BOOOCOOOOODLES!
mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 29, 2007
Hi beautiful! It's almost a new year. Entering another one without you.

I know that you know all that is going on. I wouldn't mind a "clue" from you if you would be so inclined. I know we are so close....moreso thanks to Danielle and her family! Have you met Danielle yet? Take good care of her up there!

I love you Christi. I love you with more than all the fibers of my being!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

Thank you for you! Thank you for being my daughter!

God Bless You Sweetheart!

mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 20, 2007
Hi beautiful Angel of Mine! I've been a busy mommy and you've been a busy angel helping me. Thank you for you! Thank you for the love and for the wings you spread among us! It's a few days before Christmas and I KNOW you are with us! I miss you so completely honey. I feel you so much!!!!! I wish you the most beautiful, blessed celebration with our Lord!

Please know that I will always love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

Thank you for being my special angel!

God Bless You sweetheart!
PS: save me a front row seat and tell God you would like to be in charge of my orientation in heaven!

I love you!
dd, ron, brent and your father
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 11, 2007
Dear Big Sis,
It's officially six days after. People always say that time is the only thing that heals, but that is DEFINENTLY not true; it still feels like yesterday. I miss you so much- I wish that I hadn't moved, maybe things would have been different. Coulda-Shoulda-Woulda.. right? I still remember our deal, and I'm trying my hardest to hold up my end of it. i think you would be proud of me. I love you.
Your Lil Sis
   Jaimie Bishop (Suwanee, GA)
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   October 3, 2007
Hey Girlie. I'll be coming to see you on friday- and I won't lie; it sucks. I miss you so much and wish I could laugh with you again!! I know you'll have a beautiful day with all of the other angel's in heaven friday- but I'll tell you the truth- I want you here. I love you, hunny!!

Chels~
    

   September 30, 2007
Hey beautiful. Its almost that time again and boy does it hurt. I think about you every day and wish i could see you. i do so many things that have you written all over them. and i stop and smile.i miss you beautiful and you should be so proud of your mom and all her efforts, not to mention Brent who has to be one of the bravest kids I know and he is doing it all for you! I can't wait to spend my birthday with your family. they always seem to know how to make it extra special. I love you Christi, as momma says "taller than heaven longer than always and with more love than can be defined.
   Danielle DelTurco (Atlanta, GA)

   September 30, 2007
Hi Baby Girl. I really need a Christi hug. I am re-living today, 2 years ago. It's like movie in a loop, playing over and over in my head. This was your last "functional day alive" 2 years ago. I'm going through the "should haves", to change anything about the next few hours.

I love you baby girl, with all my heart....I love you! Save me a seat and a hug!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....booooooocooooodles!
mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   September 28, 2007
Just wanted to say hey Angel Girl...

I love you!!
Chels
    

   August 18, 2007
Hi Sweetheart. I've been thinking about you so very much and missing you even more. You are so strong in my heart!!!!! You are so alive in me! I miss you sweetheart!!!!!

I'm sure you were with Brent on 8/7th. Because he spoke from his heart and he was fantastic! Thank you for sharing your wings with him that night!

If you have an extra set you can loan to us for a little bit, we'll take good care of them!

God Bless You Baby Girl...with more than all my love! Booocoooodles! Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined! All our love, mom, brent, your father, ron and louie too!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   July 18, 2007
Hey Girlie. Words cannot convey how much I miss you! I love you and wish you the most perfect day in heaven today!!

Love you,
Chels~
    

   July 13, 2007
Hi beautiful! Man O Man I miss you so much. Goodness gracious girl. It's still so surreal to me. Know that you are forever in my heart and I love you booocooodles! Taller than heavan, longer than always and with more love than can be defined! Save me a hug sweetheart!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   July 9, 2007
Hey Hunny! Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you! I love and miss you tons!!

XoXo,
Chelsey
    


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   June 25, 2007
Hey girl! I felt your presence at mine and Jeremy's wedding on Saturday! I miss you a bunch! I know you helped the Lord make the day go by smoothly!
   Ansley Smart(not Burnam anymore) (Warner Robins, GA)

   June 24, 2007
Happy Sunday, Girlie!! I love you!

XoXo,
Chels~
    

   June 21, 2007
Hey Hunny. Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you. I miss and love you SO much, Christi Michelle!

BIG hugs,
Chels~
    

   June 21, 2007
Hi to my beautiful angel! I know it's been awhile since I've written...and you know why!

Thank you for being the angel on my should today. So much good is coming out of it...and ever moreso than I imagined.

You ROCK sweetheart!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....booooocoooodles!

PS: Kudos to your dad today too. He loves you so much and he stepped up to the plate in a big way!

I love you honey!
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   May 30, 2007
Hi baby girl. I hear that when someone has goose bumps, it's a GOD WHISPER, sent by an angel. I have goose bumps while typing this. I choose to believe it's you.

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined....boooocoooodles!

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   May 24, 2007
Hey Girlie. Things are crazy right now with all that's going on in my life... I'm sorry it's been a while since I posted.

I miss you so much, Hunny. I'd give anything to chill on Derick's bed one last night. To hear your laugh, see your smile, listen to you talk about your day, etc. I wanna hug you one more time SO BAD!!

Benny and I were at the beach on our Honeymoon. I was out on the balcony at sunset one night, and there was a hot pink glow on the water from the setting sun. It made me smile and think of you.

All my love and hugs FOREVER,
Chels
    

   May 22, 2007
Hi sweetie,
I was thinking about you and your mom, my sister, our family, today.
Family dynamics are such a powerful force in our lives as we continue to grow up, establish our own lives... and... well, grow up :)
We touch each others lives in ways we may never know or understand. I'm tickled at the noise you made, and a special touch that only you, Christi Michelle, made some folks pay attention. You got mine for sure. Please watch out for all of us. Your Mamma is a special lady and she loves you so. Send her extra hugs everyday, (Ron & Brent could use 'em too :)
I wish we'd have had a lifetime.
I love you Christi
Always Hugs
Aunt Kim
   Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   May 14, 2007
Hi beautiful baby girl. It's one day after Mother's Day. Today is 5/14/07.

I am your mother every day of the week...every minute of the day...every breath that I take, so every day is Mother's Day to me.

I pulled out the giant Mother's Day card you left me...it comes up to my knees! I keep it out. I read it often.

I have the beautiful framed Mother's Day collage you did for me....and I see it daily (hanging in my office) and I point it out to everyone new who enters our home.

I know you were with me this Mother's Day...and everyday. I felt you. I cried. The Mother's Day tribute at church had your name all over it.I felt like it was you, talking to me.

Every day that I wake up is one day closer to you. God's timing does not live by our watch, so I'll be there in just a few!

By the way, have I ever told you I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined? I love you boocoodles!

I miss you baby girl. Dang, I miss you so completely!

Thank you for my mother's day...for it was you who gave me my first mother's day. My first unconditional love.

Thank you for you sweetheart. With all my love, mom.
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   May 9, 2007
Hey Chica! You know I miss you so much..I was thinking about the time we went to the mall and you and I went shopping. I remember you saying that you were going to take me to a club in ATL when I was 18. Well, I'm 18 and still haven't gone to any club! HAH! Well, I love and miss you terribly. Stay with me!!
Love ya...
~Ashley~
   Ashley Trent (Tallahassee, FL)

   May 8, 2007
Hey Baby Girl. Benny and I get married in FOUR days; can you believe it?! I'm having such a hard time latly with so many things... please stay with me, Girlie! I know you'll be there on saturday in spirit with us- you will be missed more than you'll ever know!! I love you, Hunny!

Love You Always,
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   May 3, 2007
Hey Beautiful Baby Girl of Mine....My goodness sweetie...you always knew how to draw a crowd!!!!!! Keep sprinkling that angel dust to us....for many reasons!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

BOOOCOOOOODLES!

God Bless You my Angel!
   mom (GA)
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   April 27, 2007
Hey Christi! I miss you! And thank you so much for the special visit I got to share today. You know which one! :)
   Ansley Burnam (Juliette, GA)
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   April 26, 2007
Hey sweetz,

I miss you alot and i hhink about you everyday.. I still got your pcure righ there by my bed so you are the first thing I see when I wake up... I know you are looking down on me and helpin me to do tha next right thing.. its hard these dayz and I miss being able to talk to my best friend.. I love you forever and a day and to me yo will alwayz be babygirl....
   Lonnie C. (Marietta, GA)

   April 25, 2007
Hi Sweetheart...I had a dream the other night. I think you know which dream. I was quite comforted....Thank you!!!! Many questions were answered and I choose to believe they were real and true answers. It was incredibly beautiful!

I miss you more than air! Every day of my life is one day closer to being with you.

You've stirred up quite a bit of attention lately! Go girl! Keep it up!

I love you boocooodles...taller than heaven, longer than always and with ore love than can be defined!

God Bless you my baby girl...mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   April 23, 2007
I had the pleasure of meeting Christi's Dad Ron at the Hartwell Boat Show this past weekend. He told us of the story of his boat, and of Christi's beloved Pug Oreo.

It was especially sweet when Ron won the award for "Best Chris-Craft" at the awards dinner, and even though I never got the chance to meet Christi, I'm sure she was BEAMING and looking down on her Dad with love as he accepted the award.
   Jennifer Mosher (Auburn, GA)
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   April 17, 2007
Hello gorgeous, there's not a day that goes by that you aren't thought of. You are missed so much. Love you always!
   Tabetha Burnett (Woodstock, GA)
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   April 17, 2007
I can only wish that I had the pleasure to meet her. But, I believe I may have the chance once again.
   Jeff Canfield (Watertown, SD)
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   April 10, 2007
Hey Dear, it's still hard to believe that you're gone. I sure miss you. You and your mother I've always cherished. Your mother Didi loves you so much. I will never forget you! Love you lots, Christi!
   Melanie Arroyo (Dunedin, FL)

   April 9, 2007
Hey Girl. I've been thinkin' about you a lot latly and I wanted to tell you I love you. Hope your day is beautiful in heaven!

Love You Always,

Chels
    

   April 4, 2007
Hi Sweet Beautiful Angel of Mine...an angel on earth tapped me on the shoulder to send a little "hi" to this site.

I love you so very much honey. I am with you EVERY MOMENT of EVERY DAY!

Easter is approaching us this weekend. I soooo wish you were here. I know you would enjoy helping with the children's activities and would love to decorate the cross.

You will be enjoying a most beautiful event in heaven. Sprinkle some down to earth for us!

God Bless You my beautiful baby girl, with love that is taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

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   March 3, 2007
Hey baby girl angel of mine. I need your help hon. I need answers. We're so close baby....I don't know what influence you may have, but please steer me in the right direction. I feel so close....but need to know.

I love you more than air...taller than heaven and longer than always. I need you sweetie. Help me know!

God bless you with more than all my love,
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   February 6, 2007
Hope you had a beaitiful birthday in heaven, baby girl. I was just looking at some of your pictures... my gosh you were always so beautiful. I miss you so much, honey. I love you!!
   Chels~

   February 6, 2007
Honey, it's now one day after your 22nd birthday. Can you feel all the love. My goodness sweetheart, I do hope you have the gift of knowing how truly you are loved and missed! You, my dear angel, have touched many, many souls! God Bless you baby girl of mine! Until I see you again, know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined.....booocooodles!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   February 5, 2007
Happy Birthday beautiful! I miss you like crazy and hope you are having one amazing party in heaven. Wish I could be there to celebrate, but know I'm celebrating down here with the best of em! Love you (as momma would say) BOOOOOCOOOODLES!
   Danielle (Lawrenceville, GA)

   February 4, 2007
Hi beautiful Angel of Mine!!! It's one day before your 22nd birthday. I think your birth has been more of a gift to us, than any gift I could offer for your birthday. Your love has spanned to so many hearts. The gift of your life has touched so many. Your birth is our gift.

So, I will say happy birthday to all of us....for your birthday!

I love you so completely honey. I love you boocooodles and then some, as does your father...and YOUR FATHER IN HEAVEN!

God Bless You honey!
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   January 24, 2007
Wow... where do I start? I have so much going on and I still think about you all the time. Benny and I ate at Chili's for lunch and the hostess looked so much like you- but not half as beautiful. I miss you tons. I love you, girl. Stop by and see me sometime, k? I can still hear that laugh of yours... and I need it now more than ever! Love you.
   Chels

   January 21, 2007
Hi Sweet Angel of Mine...Can I just say, I MISS YOU!!!!! I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!

SOMEONE TOLD ME ONCE THAT EVERY DAY WITHOUT YOU, IS ONE DAY CLOSER TO BEING WITH YOU.

I hold onto that!

I love you boocoooodles honey....taller than heaven, longer than always and with ore love than can be defined.

Always in my heart, mom
   dd (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 16, 2007
Hi my most precious beautiful angel, baby girl. I LOVE YOU SO COMPLETELY!

I thought I saw you the night before last. I was half awake and half asleep and was sure it was you I saw. Whether it truly was, or was not, I choose to believe it was.....and you were so beautiful colorful and sparkling!

I love you honey! I miss you so entirely much!

I know that you know what I'm up to. I'll need your help baby!

I made a promise to you! by jove girl....we're going to do this together!

I love you sweet angel. I love you boocoooooodles!

God Bless You with my entire heart!
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   January 12, 2007
Baby Girl: I hope you don't mind if I share this. After all....you have shared so much of your life with others.

I rec'd this email: here goes:

I had to share this. I LOVE PARAGRAPH #3! That was soooooooooo Christi! I cried. This is the 2nd letter I have rec'd. The first came from a kidney recipient. This means sooo much to me!

(Letters have to be sent anonymously through the organ donor foundation and the foundation forwards the letters.)

HAD TO SHARE!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOO MUCH!
dd

Letter typed "as is":



"To the Family of my Donor"

Dear Family,

On October 6, 2005 I was the recipient of a liver transplant that saved my life. I had been ill for a number of years and in November of the year 2000, I was put on permanent disability. I was no longer allowed to work or even to drive. I had gotten to the point where I would have died within a few months.

Early Thursday morning on October 6, I received a phone call from my transplant coordinator telling me that a donor was found. This was the third call in 2 months that I had received from her for a transplant. The other two did not work out. I went into surgery and after a couple of weeks int he hospital, was sent home.

After a couple of months, people started telling me how my personality had changed. I had become a very happy and outgoing person! Quite the opposite of how I was before.

I am still recovering, but am healthier, stronger, and more full of life than I have been for the longest time! I plan to go back to work for the first time in six years and I owe this all to the love and generosity of my donor!

My family and I are very thankful to you for the gift of a new life and a second chance.

Sincerely and with great appreciation,

The Recipient"
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   December 30, 2006
Baby Angel of Mine....It's almost another year. Part of me is very happy, knowing you are safe and in good hands.....the other part of me wants that bubbly Christi to worry about on New Year's Eve.

I love you sweetheart. You have given me such a gift inside my heart. I'm sure you know all that I am talking about right now.

Please spread those beautiful wings of yours....and watch over those that have entered our life....and those that are leaving our lives.

I love you honey....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

BOOOOOOOCOOOOOODLES Honey!

Thank you for the gift of you!
All my love,
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   December 30, 2006
Just thinking about you as usual. Love you and miss you oh so much, pretty girl.

Chels
    

   December 29, 2006
Christi I miss you so much!

I wish you could be here to help w/mine and jeremy's wedding! and I wish you could be here for it! But I know you will be watching from above!

Love you!
   Ansley B. (Juliette, GA)
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   December 28, 2006
Dd through you I feel I know Christi. Thanks for all of the good things you are doing you are in my thoughts.
   Brian S (Dbn)

   December 26, 2006
Merry Day after Christmas! I will always have you in my heart and thoughts, Christi, always and ever!
Grandma Betty
   Betty Humbert (Lehigh Acres, FL)

   December 24, 2006
Hey, Princess. I just wanted to stop by and wish you a very merry Christmas. I love you and miss you so much and think about you everyday. All my biggest hugs and kisses, baby girl.
   Chels~

   December 24, 2006
O Beautiful Angel of mine: I know I write this on behalf of many friends and family. Some who know you through my heart, some who know you personally. All love you!!!

It's Christmas Eve. My heart is with you, in heaven. I do imagine you will enjoy a most blessed event!

Your gifts to us spread far and wide. You have touched so many souls on earth. Your life and your love continues to unfold before me. Thank you for the gift of you!

I wish you a most blessed Christmas honey. I wish you all love.

Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

I love you baby girl. God Bless You always,
Mom, Ron, Brent....and your father too!
   dd (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 14, 2006
Hi Sweet Angel of Mine. We're approaching yet another holiday without you here physically, but I assure you that you are very much alive in our hearts! Thank you for the gift of you!

We've carried on the tradition that you started when putting up a tree. We put in Jingle Jams and we dance and sing to it while decorating. Of course, we can't dance and sing quite like you. I'm sure you were giggling at our attempts!

I then took that CD to "my" foster girls and we did the same thing with them. They giggled, laughed, danced and had a wonderful time.

The gift of you spreads to many hearts.

Thank you for you honey!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

God Bless You Baby Girl!
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   November 27, 2006
You'll never know how much I miss you, think about you, love you, and wish you were here. Big hugs and kisses, Angel. XoXo
   Chelsey

   November 25, 2006
OH Beautiful Angel of Mine. I felt your wings. I felt tears....but tears, in my opinion, only stem from love. I felt much love for you! I so wished you were with us this Thanksgiving. I felt like you were....but I wanted that PHYSICAL HUG!

You won't believe how much love has stemmed, just because of YOU!

Thank you for that gift honey!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT OF YOU....WITH ALL MY LOVE...mom
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   November 23, 2006
Happy Thanksgiving! You are sorely missed by all, I know you looked down on all of us today and visited each of us. You are loved by so many, and those of us in this world who were at one point or another blessed by your presence are all thankful.

I miss and love you!
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   November 22, 2006
Hey, Girl. Well, tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I want you to know I thankful I am that I had you in my life. I love u so much, hunny! I'll be thinking about you tons... I know how much you loved to eat. LOL. All my love, hugs, and kisses.
   Chels

   November 19, 2006
To my beautiful angel....such gift you emass! Such gifts! Even our Sermon at church this morning touched on that which we should see. I see many gifts, because of you. Thank you for you sweetheart! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined....BOOOOOCOOODLES!

THANK YOU FOR YOU!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 6, 2006
Hi beautiful daughter of mine. You are so alive in my heart and in my mind. So much warmth and love has evolved because of you. Thank you for your beautiful gift of life to all of us. Can you see it all? I miss you so very much Christi Michelle Peaches Goose! Wow, do I ever miss you!

I borrowed your hallo for halloween. I promise I'll put it right back where it was, in your room. I felt you with me.

You are a true angel!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined....BOOOOOCOOOOODLES! God Bless You Sweetheart, mom
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   November 5, 2006
Hey Girlie... Missing you as usual. Love you like crazy!!
   Chels~

   October 23, 2006
Hi beautiful angel Do you have any clue how you touch so many? Did you get bigger wings in heaven to handle how far they've been spreading? Guess what I'm going to be for Halloween this year...an angel. You'll have to give me a few pointers! I love you so entirely much honey. Could you fly your little self back to me? I miss you soooooooo much! Because of you, many beautiful people have entered my life.....only because of you! Thank for your gift of life! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....BOOOOCOOOOODLES! God Bless you baby girl!
   mom (woodstock, GA)
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   October 17, 2006
Hi Baby Girl: Sunday you were with us, as a prelude for Brent's Birthday. Thank you angel of mine! I woke up at 2:05, your birth date. The "winning Cash 4 Lottery numbers" were 2585: your exact birthday. I don't play the lottery.....but I should, I suppose! Your butterflies were glowing. You were all around here.

I love you sweetheart. I thank God for you. I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

Thank you for living in my heart! Thank you for being in my life!

God Bless You with much love and peace, mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 12, 2006
No matter how much I miss you or how much it may hurt, I know that you're in my heart & with me & that brings me comtort & reminds me how blessed I am! Words will never be able to express how much I love you or how much you mean to me! Thank you girlie! XOXOXO
   Tiffni Eib (Lawrenceville, GA)

   October 11, 2006
Happy Wednesday sweet angel of mine! I read Chels' email to you and I remember your angel costume. That was your last Halloween. You were so adorable! We still have that halo, above your bed, in your room! I guess you took the wings with you sweetheart. Fly free!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined....BOOOOCOOOODLES!
GOD BLESS YOU BABY GIRL!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 10, 2006
Hey Hunny. I love you soooooo much! Derick has the picture of y'all up from the last Halloween the two of you shared... you have on a fluffy white angel halo. THATS exactly how I see you now. Beautiful as always, in a gorgeous white dress with a halo and big beautiful wings. It makes me cry to imagine how beautiful you must be!! I love you so much and hope you had a great day in heaven. I love you and send you the biggest hugs ever!!
   Chels

   October 10, 2006
Christi,
God sends angels in many forms.
Each time I see a butterfly I see you in all the colors of
flight and fancy free. And...
I'm reminded, once again,
the stages of life
and healing tears through struggles, and celebrations
of loving and being loved... sometimes to say goodbye.
We all shall carry your
memory surrounded by the wings
of angels sent to each of us.
I, too, have been one of God's rebel children, and for reasons
I don't understand, He still surrounds me and reminds me
He is with me always.
I have been so blessed.
Christi, your life, and death,
has deeply touched our family
and so many others lives.
Please peek in on us and whisper hugs to those who hear;
and bump real hard into those who don't :) giggles...
Fly free sweetie ~ I love you
Always Hugs
Aunt Kim
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   October 9, 2006
Hi Sweet Angel of mine....in so many more ways than you know. THIS IS NOT GOODBYE! Your life has offered many gifts....and it will never be goodbye! It will be...til we meet again.

Thank you for you honey. Thank you so very much for you...boooooocooooodles!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

Thank you my angel!
God Bless You heart and soul!
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   October 7, 2006
I was not one of those fortunate enough to know Christi in life…I have come to know her through her death and the life that it has brought to others. I have grown to know Christi through the depth of the love that her mother has for her…a love that is unconditional and surpasses even the most articulate explanations. DD has shared her heart and soul with those that have come to find out about the life and love that Christi shared during her brief time on this earth. I have come to know that Christi was a loyal friend…an understanding shoulder to lean on…someone to share a belly-laugh with…a trusting soul that you could share you deepest secrets with, knowing that they would always be protected and honored…a special “big-sister” who never ran out of time for her brother…a loving daughter and step-daughter that never closed the doors to her parents. Christi was also a young woman that loved to truly “live” her life…she took risks…she shed tears…she worked and played hard…but most of all she allowed herself to “be truly alive” even when it hurt to do it. Christi may only have seen 20-years on this earth…but she saw more in her twenty years than most will see in their lifetimes. She had close friends…a loving family…and a relationship with God. Even now, from heaven, her life reaches down and touches others…organ donor recipients…my 14-year old daughter…missionaries in South America…kids too close to the edge for their own safety…and even this 46-year old father…her smile has warmed my soul on some of my darker days and her mother’s love has strengthened my spirit…and also allowed me to openly share the depth of the love that I feel for my own daughter with another person who so clearly experienced this same type of incredible, unconditional love. Despite her own pain, Christi’s mother has succeeded in spreading Christi’s love to so many others in this world…this “team” of Christi and DD have made this world a better place for all of us…love triumphing over sorrow…life over death…hope over despair…joy over grief…and mostly Heaven triumphing over the bonds of this present realm. God Bless everyone that is lucky enough to encounter this beautiful mother/daughter team! --- Eric from Massachusetts
   Eric Keroack (MARBLEHEAD, MA)

   October 6, 2006
It's
a celebration of a new life in more ways than one. Christi, you are
spreading your wings in heaven, much like a butterfly going from a
caterpillar, to the cocoon, to the beautifully colored wings of flight.
This site is always spreading its wings. Your father renewed this site,
for life. It will always be here, just like you are, in our hearts.
I thank your dad for doing that. I thank you for remaining alive in all
of us. Your father and I (and many, many others) thank you for your
gift of life to us. Any and all that were blessed to know you, were
blessed with knowing how much you loved others.
Any and all that never met you, are blessed to know you through all of
the love being sent your way.
Your love has angel wings honey. You have touched so many lives. My
goodness girl....you could put the airlines out of business, cuz you
get from one destination to another so quickly, gracefully and
lovingly!
I love you angel of mine. Your father loves you so much. Your friends
and your family love you completely.
Thank you for touching our hearts so.
God Bless You Sweetheart!
With all of our love! Your mom and dad.
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   October 5, 2006
Wow- thank you so much for the time I had with you this evening. I dont know what's harder- talking to you mentally, or leaving you to come home. I wanted to pick you up and bring you back with me! I hope you like the pink roses.... but they don't even compare to your beauty. I love you so much and miss you so very bad. I can't believe a year has come and gone. I feel like it was just yesterday, honestly. It's still so hard to believe that "the good ole' days" are gone and that I won't ever see you again until I, too, join our heavenly father. Come meet me when you hear I'm coming, okay? I love you so much, hunny. All my love, big hugs, and kisses.
   Chelsey Pittman (Woodstock, GA)

   October 5, 2006
HI Christi.I never knew you and I have never met you in person,but it feels like I know you throw your wonderful,loving mother.I wish I had met you!I know that you are in a better place now among angels.Please take care and watch over your mother with family.Many hugs from Kerstin in Sweden.
   Kerstin Soderlind (Jonkoping,Sweden)
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   October 5, 2006
Our Beloved Miss Christi:

TIME.

For just a moment, we would like to think about you on this date and also try to imagine what the concept of Time means for you. Just imagine for a moment that Time may be a necklace that we all must wear from the moment of our conception on earth until our reconciliation with our Lord Jesus Christ.

We imagine this necklace is so very fragile; it can break so very easily and completely unexpected, as it did for you and many others.

In our human, limited, and distorted imagination about where you are now, I imagine that among other things, you are now free of the necklace of Time.

I imagine that you, Christi, are resting in His Arms; and as part of His restoring you to Wholeness, I imagine Our God Almighty quite intentionally did not repair or restore that omnipresent necklace of Time around your neck. Without it, I imagine that for you, a year, a century, even a millennium, are now words without meaning.

For those of us who are still in our temporal state of being, the idea of years, months, days, hours, minutes, Spring, Fall, Winter, birthdays, anniversaries, holidays, etc., are simply man-made trinkets that hang precariously on each of our fragile necklaces.

But it is our Father God who stated it so simply in the Book of Exodus, Chapter 3, and Verse 14: “I Am Who Am.” In other words, “God Is.” For God, there is no “before” or “after;” there is only “Is.”

And, Christi, as one of His Chosen, you are now sustained without the necklace of Time. I imagine that for you, Miss Christi, “What was, Is.” “What is, Is.” and “What will be, Is.” So while you now see so many things so very clearly and so very differently, please be patient with us who are still wearing our necklaces of Time.

In our human and limited vision, we approach this date in Time; it is the same date you were called to leave us, only it is 12 months later. In our terms, we call that period of time, “a year ago.”

This online journal, so generously provided to us for a year, and used by so many who love and miss you, will soon close. It has been open for a year from the date of a Christian service held in your honor.

But based on our faith in God and our love for you, we can now very joyfully think of you as, “Christi Is.”

So just because this online journal is closing, this letter is not “Goodbye,” Christi; instead, this letter is, “Until, by the Grace and Mercy of Our Lord Jesus Christ, we meet again.”

October 5, 2006 Anno Domini

With all our Love,
   Your Grandmother Pattie And Grandad Humbert (Tallahassee, FL)

   October 4, 2006
Christi, Thank you so much for who you are to me...I remember feeling so sad and you gave me such a sense of peace when I had my dream about you. I know your precious soul is very much alive and very aware. I love seeing you in the painting with Brent everytime I walk in my room. I know how hard you tried in your life while on this earth. I also know you have such a beautiful heart. I thank you for times you gave me and times you showed me your true heart. You were very honest! God Bless you.
   Mary Blalock

   October 4, 2006
It is hard to believe that it is a year since Christi left us. I think a lot about her and her family, and know she is happy among the angels in heaven. I know she was so kind, sweet, and beautiful and that she is doing so much good on the other side. God bless you DD and your family and know that I love you all so very much. With all my love, Kris McRainey
   Kristin McRainey (Hampton)

   October 4, 2006
Hey Christi! I still can't believe it's going on a year since you left. I still miss you dearly! And I still have the picture of us on my nightstand when you and your mom were in macon for the weekend. I will never ever forget that time! I miss you and love you sooooo much!
   Ansley Burnam (Juliette, GA)
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   October 3, 2006
I only have a few days left to sign this but I thought I'd leave you a message. I still can't bring myself to say goodbye to you. You were and still are a shining light in my life! I love you always!!

Whitney
   Whitney Wilcox (Canton, GA)
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   October 3, 2006
Hi darling daughter of mine. Have I ever told you how much Ilove you? I use that "line" often....but always with heartfelt impact behind it. I mean it. Did I ever, ever tell you how very, very much I love you? I LOVE YOU BOOCOOOODLES! Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined. My heart was introduced to unconditional love, because of the day you entered my tummy! I could n ot wait to hold you and to cuddle you and to touch you. How can a being be so close (in the womb) and so far away at the same time? This week is the anniversary that you left this world and went to our Lord. My heart knows that you are wrapped in the ultimate peace, love, goodness, kindess that we all desire to be in, one day. The selfish side of me wants you in my arms. Christi Michelle Nowak...you are such a gift to my heart. I hope someway, somehow, that this love I feel for you is an IV of love....directly to heaven....directly to you. I miss you so very much honey. I am so humbled that God let me be your mom. I am so humbled for the love I learned with you. I thank God for HIS blessing, of you to me. Oh, how I thank HIM! And I thank you for those absolutely heartfelt, beautiful 20 years with you. Wow, was I blessed. I was the one that got to be your mom....I got to hold you....I got to cry with you....I got to play with you.....I got to laugh with you....I got to talk with you. You taught me much honey. I am so sorry for the pains you endured. Wow, how sorry I am. I love you sweetheart. How I love and miss you so very much! mom
   mom (woodstock)
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   October 3, 2006
God bless and love you dear Christi! Please pray for our family and know we won't forget you! I love you! Grandma Betty
   Betty Humbert (Lehigh Acres, FL)

   October 3, 2006
Wow, hot time flies. It's hard to believe that it has been a full year. Time has certainly flown by.

I have been thinking about you a lot the past few days not realizing that it has come to the one year mark. I wish that I would have known you better, the limited time that I did get to spend with you, I know that you are a gift to the world. Even though you are watching over all of us in the family from another location, we all still feel you with us.


Since our family has a guardian angel, would you mind watching over Jeremy and Cameron at school for me? I wish you had the chance to meet them, they are the greatest little guys, they make my world go around and seem like such a better place.

I miss you!

Love ya!
   Jeremy Wooten (Jacksonville, FL)
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   October 2, 2006
Ms Christi no words can fully described the impact you have made on my life!!! I never knew you and what a major misfortune for me! I am a friend of your mother's. I trust that you have found the love that surpasses all love and all understanding and that is the amazing love of God. I pray that His loving arms have given you all the love you so richly deserve. Sorry that I did not ever meet you in person, none the less you have a huge part of my heart. I love you sweetheart. Peace......
   Shannon Kuykendall (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 2, 2006
Mzzzz Christi...I need to introduce myself before this site disappears as you have become such a huge part of my life that it would be a shame to never tell you that I think about you all the time. Your mom and I have developed a unique & special bond and much of the glue that keeps us together is Christi-glue! :-) You have inspired sooooo many people in your time here and continue to do so as a beautiful angel...I am overwhelmed by how much love you have surrounding you EVERY SINGLE DAY. WOW...it's surreal actually. I've never met anyone that could bring so many people together...FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD! You are one special, magnificent, awe-inspiring lady and I will be forever grateful that I have been fortunate enough to have witnessed all of this first hand. Rest assured that you are sorely missed, tremendously loved and will never, EVER be forgotten. Much love to you Christi!

Lisa
   Lisa Sullivan (Manchester, NH)

   October 2, 2006
Christi ... I never knew you before but I definately feel like I know you today. Keep your angel wings spread and doing what you do. A very wise woman taught me a few sayings in the last couple of weeks and one was
"For every path, there is a purpose....
and for every purpose, there is a path."
So continue on your purpose and your path and the other is
Boocoodles ... so on that note ...
Peace, LOVE BOOCOODLES and light,

Kel
   Kel K (Mesa, AZ)

   October 2, 2006
Good morning angel of mine. Baby girl, I see I have until the 8th of October to write you here. Your other site has kept me pretty busy! My goodness honey, you know how to draw in the friends! It's been a tough few days. Something in my heart does not want to believe that you will not be walking back in that door. Something in my heart wants to turn the clock back and save you. My heart knows, full well, that you are in a place of kindness, goodness, no pain, no tears, no struggles and you are blessed and at the greatest peace there is. I wish that could have been "on earth as in heaven" for you. I wish I still had you in my arms. You save me a seat honey. You be my tour guide when I get there. (I'm quite sure my tour will be entertaining and full of laughter, as you always were!) Please know how very, very much I love you....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined! Thank you for your gift of life and love to me! God Bless You honey! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 1, 2006
Miss Christi- I cannot believe you've been gone a year now. I cannot quit thinking about you, missing you, and wishing you were here. I love you so much, hunny. I see from your Mom's entry that this guestbook comes down in a few days- I'm so sad that we wont have another place to talk to you. I want to thank you for always being with me- and keeping your Mom so strong! She means so much to all of us, and it's like having one of the best parts of you still here. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your life. I know you're still with me, and that you're always here- but I cannot tell you enough how much I miss and love you. I'll talk to you soon. I LOVE YOU.
   Chels (Woodstock GA)

   October 1, 2006
Hey beautiful. I haven't been on this site for you in so long but i wanted to stop in and tell you i love you and im thinking of you always. I can't believe that a whole year, 12 months, 365 days has passed since we all last got to hear the beautiful sound of your laugh. I can still hear it. I love you babe!
   Danielle (Lawrenceville, GA)

   September 29, 2006
Hi Sweetheart. I wanted to pop in and send much love your way. This book will be taken down (not my choice) in a couple of days. I cannot believe it's been a year! I miss you so very much baby girl. I have been blessed with all of your friends staying in touch with me and sharing beautiful, funny, caring memories. (I have goose bumps right now, and I always chose to believe that meant I was getting a Christi-hug!) I love you so very much honey! Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined. Thank you for your beautiful gift of life! God Bless You Baby Girl!
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   September 13, 2006
Hey baby girl. I LOVE YOU...taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

You are sooooo muchly loved by so many!

Thank you for you!
God Bless you!
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   September 11, 2006
Hey Hunny. I was about to go to bed and just thinking about you. We miss you so much! Your big brother and I talked about you the whole way to is new place yesterday. He misses you so much. I love you with all my heart, Miss Thang! Do you remember that day last fall when you saw my lilly white legs and said "Uhm... Chels... do you know the sun has been out all summer long?" LOL. You'll be glad to know that I am STILL just as pale as last year!! lol. Love you so much and hope you're night is half as beautiful as you are! All my love, big hugs, and prayers...
   Chelsey

   September 8, 2006
Happy Friday sweet baby angel of mine! WOW!...I'm having a Christi-day. I cannot quit crying. I miss you sooooo very much. Everything I see and do....I look for you. Every goose bump I have, I think it's you. Every butterfly I see, I think it's you. Anytime anything glows, I think it's you. I miss you soooo incredibly much honey. I would do anything to talk to you, to hug and then gracefully send you back to heaven. I soooo much want to hug you again.

I hope you can hear these words...or feel my thoughts and know them, in heaven. I want you to know how very, very much I love you and how very, very proud I am of you and how very, very honored I am to be your mother.

I love you sweetheart, taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined......boocoodles!

You're my girl and I'm so proud of that! Thank you for you!

God Bless you honey! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   September 4, 2006
God Grows Angels



As wings are formed

So tenderly spread

About unspoken hearts

And words left unsaid



As wings are opened

To remind you and me

Of shared hearts, of dreams

And the best yet to be



As wings surround us

Tears granted to cry

Forgiveness ensures

Permission goodbye



As wings lift in flight

The dance of the art

The sojourner’s search

The winds of the heart



As wings soar and glide

God’s wisdom we seek?

His mercy we find ~

His grace sets us free.


~ Aunt Kim

Christi,
I celebrate your search...
I love you
Always Hugs ~
Aunt Kim
   Aunt Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   September 4, 2006
Hi baby girl. I think you've been hanging out with your little brother! Were you with him yesterday when he went tubing? (He used to be scared to go tubing, after falling off of it on his first try!) It took us awhile to get him to try it again. I did it with him first to show him it was ok. Yesterday he did it by himself and kept asking us to go faster and faster! This morning....he's back at it again! It sounds to me like Christi gave him some 'bravery" wings! Thank you!

I love you so much honey! Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

Thank you for being my baby girl!
God Bless you honey! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   September 3, 2006
I love you and miss you more and more everyday!
   Chelsey (Woodstock, GA)

   August 29, 2006
just wanted to drop by and say i was thinkin bout christi today and wanted to say ur in my prayers. i was also thinkin bout Brandon and Lleandre, some friends we both had that passed when me and christi where younger. Please tell them i said hey Christi. Anyways as always ur in my prayers
Love ya
Chris
   Chris Lineback (Woodstock, GA)
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   August 29, 2006
Hi sweetheart. Happy Tuesday! Your father and I picked out some absolutely beautiful flowers for you (with the help of Shannon!). They were so beautiful that ordered 2 sets....one to keep in our house and one to be with you. Although, I prefer to believe that you are with me in our house, so you can appreciate how beautiful they are...wherever you are!

I miss you sooooo much! Geezey weezy I miss you like crazy!

I love you honey....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

God Bless You baby girl!
all my love, mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   August 28, 2006
Hey, Pumpkin! I miss you so very much!! Love u!
   Chelsey

   August 21, 2006
Hey sweet baby girl of mine. In case you haven't noticed....I am so very, very proud of you. You showed me what love is supposed to mean among friends. You were the best of the best honey! I am humbled and grateful that many of your friends keep in touch with me on a regular basis and share the love that they have for you, with me. I have learned so much!

I miss you baby girl! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

God Bless you baby girl!
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   August 20, 2006
Hey Pretty Girl! Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I love you and wish I could hug you so bad! *muah*
   Chelsey (Woodstock, GA)

   July 30, 2006
Hi baby girl! One year ago today, you bought me a "bunch" of clothes for my birthday, and you were so proud to give them to me. It was far tooo much! You said, "Mom, I only buy you clothes that I can borrow." You are wearing one of the pink shirts that you bought for me. I had some very special moments with you today honey. I thank God for you! I love you so very much and I thank you for being my baby girl and teaching me unconditional love!

God Bless you sweetheart, with all my love....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

I thank everyday for you!
   mom (woodstock, GA)
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   July 16, 2006
Hi Sweet Angel of Mine: I love and miss you so much baby girl. I want you to read this note I sent to a friend of mine because I am feeling you soooooo much! I LOVE YOU SO SO VERY MUCH HONEY!
Thank you for you!

While out on the boat yesterday....I had a mental talk with Christi. I told her that I knew she would love being out with us. I wished she was. She would have loved it. She loved the water. I told her I missed her and I knew she would have enjoyed the day on the boat that we had. I thought of her sooooooo much while we were out there.

When I left the boat yesterday....we had some storms coming through town.

On the way home....the storm clouds were forming....and I saw a hand in the sky.......or I "chose" to see the clouds as a hand. I don't know which.

I saw a perfectly shaped hand.......in a cloud, in the sky. it was shaped like a sideways "scoop"of the hand. Shaped like you would be holding something delicate in it. It took my breath away.

I took it personally. I chose to. It was so beautiful! I wish I'd had a camera with me.

This a.m., on the way to church, my whole car was filled with pink "orbs" dancing all over the car. I was wearing a pink shirt with some sequence on it, which may have created the effect, but I chose to believe it was Christi with me (her fav color is pink). Either explanation.....it was so nice! I giggled while driving to church. They were all over my car!!!!!

I love you sweetheart....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined. Thank you for being my baby girl! Save me a seat honey! I love you!
mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   July 4, 2006
Hi baby girl...One year ago today...we had a girls day out. We drove all over Woodstock looking for a nail salon to get our nails done together.....trying to find one that was open on July 4th. We found one. You had me giggling so much! You made them re-do your toes 3 TIMES! HAHAHA! I tipped them bigtime. You were such a hoot, with your 3-syllable Mo-o-om across the room! We then went to lunch, sitting outside and I was so enjoying and so in love with my daughter Christi. Thank you for that day baby girl! I miss you and love you so much!

I'm sure the fireworks in heaven are spectacular! Save me a seat hon, and know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined! God Bless you baby! Mucho hugs! mom
   mom (Woodstock)
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   July 2, 2006
Hey Baby Girl... just wanted to let you know that I love you! I want to give you hugs so badly! Do me a favor??? Love on my Oscar dog for me? Thanks, hunny! Love you bunches!
   Chelsey (Woodstock, GA)

   July 2, 2006
Hi sweet angel of mine. I would venture to guess you are able to "view" and keep up with everything in our lives.

We have many blessings. I have learned so much from you.....I'm still "work in progress".....but you jump-started my work-in-progress.

I thank you for the gift of you!

Our Sermon today in church was about realizing the gifts that God gave us, as individuals, as part of HIS MASTER PLAN. While I pondered over my "gifts", I thought about yours.

You gave the gift of love. You gave the gift of "being REAL!, in both good times and not-so-good-times....you WERE REAL!" You gave the gift of true friendship. You gave the gift of enjoying each day, one-day-at-a-time. I admire that in you! I miss that in you!

You save me a seat honey. Save me a hug. And thank you so very, very much for you!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

God Bless You! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   June 21, 2006
Hi beautiful angel of mine! I've been a little busy meeting all of your friends on your other sites. There is soooooo much love for you!

Friends from elementary school, middle school, high school are all pouring out their love for you....on the other site.

I have many hugs lined up....from them.....to me.....and on to you.

God Bless you for all of the love you have stirred up! God Bless You for being born!

Have you seen Brent playing the keyboard lately? Did you give him those butterflies on his fingers? That gift?

His favorite song to play is LEAN ON ME. I cry. I feel you when I hear it.

Christi Michelle Nowak....I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

Thank you for you baby girl!
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   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   June 10, 2006
Hi sweet angel of mine! Can I just say "thank you for you" with every heartfelt emotion I can put into that statement!

THANK YOU!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....BOOCOODLES!

Yer my girl! Thank you for that!

God Bless you Baby!
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   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   June 9, 2006
Hey baby girl: It's you and me tonight! I love you! I miss you! I need you!

I have had a few friends go to heaven lately. I hope you are there to welcome them in and show them the ropes!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always, and with more love than can be defined!

PS: I have to get my nails done...wanna go with me and pick out the color? (I miss those days with you baby!)

God Bless You with all my love,
mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   June 5, 2006
Hi sweet baby girl angel-of-mine! We had a bit of a bittersweat weekend this past weekend and I felt you!

Thank you for being there!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

God Bless You and thank you for being my daughter!

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   June 4, 2006
Hey Miss Thang! I stopped by to see you yesterday on my way home from North Point. Your site is so beautiful! I love you!!
   Chelsey

   May 30, 2006
Hey Pretty Girl! I hope you had a beautiful day in heaven today!! Benny and I had pizza for dinner- which of course made me think of you. LOL! I love ya and miss ya bunches! I emailed a bit with your Mom today- she seems so wonderful and in so many ways reminds me of my Mom. I know now how you turned out to be such a beautiful person. As the day comes near it's end, I again (as usual) want you to know that I love ya! And by the way... the pizza has been better. lol

All my love and prayers,
Daisy
   Chelsey "Daisy" (Woodstock, GA)

   May 29, 2006
From Christi to Daisy: Hi hon: Christi's mom here. I know if you do a
google search for Christi, many sites come up. Feel free to email me and I
will send you those that I know of.

Thank you for loving her!
mom

Hi Christi girl! I hope you don't mind me using YOU to communicate! Your friends love you so much!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

I wish so much you were with us. We're having a nice memorial weekend and I know you would love it!

Do you have lakes in heaven? I imagine heaven to be all of anybody's dreams coming true. So I guess you have lots of beaches, lakes, boats and pizza rolls! heehee!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!
God Bless You baby! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   May 26, 2006
Christi... where are the rest of your sites???!!!! I miss you, hunny! Clue me in to the web addresses so I can visit!!!
   Daisy

   May 24, 2006
Hey Baby Girl: I see that not all of the messages I am sending are posting. I suppose...and would like to think, you are still getting them from my heart.

Did you see Brent today at the Awards Banquet at school? (I KNOW you gave him wings!....I KNOW IT!!!!!!!) He rec'd so many awards and I am so proud of that little man. I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW....you are part of that! (We went through your school work in 2nd grade!)

I love you so very much Christi. I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

Thank you for being born sweetheart!
God Bless You!
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   May 24, 2006
Hi Sweetheart! You have many friends and lots o sites! I love reading all
of the love coming your way. I hope you can feel it!

Thanks for helping your Dad out yesterday. I think you had a hand in that.
It was a nice birthday present to him!

As you can see, I am the same ol, stressy, working mom I've always been.
But I think you have re-directed my efforts and my contacts.

THANK YOU FOR YOU BABY GIRL! Thank you with all of my heart! You inspire me!
You are a gift to me. Thank you!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than
can be defined!

God Bless you honey!
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   mom (woodstock, GA)
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   May 21, 2006
Hey Girl!
Just thought I would tell you how much I love you. Even though we didn't see each other as often as we would've liked, every moment we shared was great in many aspects. From the time in Jonesboro at Kirk's old house playing in the catwalk...to the Thanksgiving and the trip to the mall! I thank you for all the laughs and smiles we shared. I LOVE YOU FOREVER!
P.S, I'll be a Senior next year!
   ~Ashley~ Trent (Tallahassee, FL)
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   May 18, 2006
I miss you so much, Christi. We all do. I know we only hung out a few times, but I'll never forget the time we did spend together. I'll never hear that song "Soul Survivor" that I dont remember you sitting the bed with Benny and I; laughing so hard at Travis dancing that I thought all 3 of us were going to wet the bed. I'll never forget the love and friendship you and Derek had and how y'all were there for eachother and loved eachother unconditionally. I think about you everyday and pray for you, your amazing Mom, and of course, Louie everyday. I love you, Baby Girl.
Love Always, Daisy
   Chelsey Pittman (Woodstock, GA)
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   May 18, 2006
Hi Sweetheart! Have I ever told you how much I love you?!!!!!!!

I hope you were with us in church on Mother's Day. Brent stood up in front of the congretation and read pages from the book "I'll Love you Forever".

I bought that book for you when you were a little girl. I could never read it to you without crying. It's such a beautiful story!

Honey, I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined....BOOCOODLES!

Thank you for you sweetheart!
God Bless You!
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   May 17, 2006
Hey Sweet Girl...I miss ya so much and think about you all the time. Hope your day is beautiful! Love, Daisy
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   May 12, 2006
Hi baby girl angel of mine! I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!

Mother's Day is approaching and I have so many mixed feelings about it. It's my first Mother's Day without you. OUCH!

Last year, you put the most beautiful array of pictures together for me.....all of us over the years. I cried! It is so beautiful. I look at it often and kiss it!

I sure do miss you sweetheart. More than you can possibly imagine! What do I do with this big space in my heart that belongs to you? I've got it so filled up with memories of you....but selfishly, I'd rather have it filled up with you bursting in the door and using that adorable 3-syllable way you have of saying mo-o-om!

I understand you've been talking to Mary. YOU GO GIRL! I've found a few heartfelt sentiments of yours....because of a dream Mary had. Thank you for that! I love you so much!

Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.

I sure could use a famous Christi-hug!

God Bless you baby girl, with all my love,
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   May 11, 2006
Oh the times, they are a changin'. I sure miss you a whole lot. I cant believe that it is 2006 already. I was looking through old photos last night and I saw a pic of me and you at the rink in tally a long long time ago! I started crying..those were great times. I love you so much. My Bestfriend looks identical to you, so its like everytime i see her, i see you. You were the best cousin anyone could ever ask for. Please watch over all of us and know that you are in my prayers. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! XOXO forever.
   Ashley Trent (Tallahassee, FL)
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   May 4, 2006
man it's like 2006 and im just finding out about this last night and my search lead me hear i lost my mom in 95 and i just want the family to know that you are in my prayers.
   zayd khan (decatur, GA)
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   May 4, 2006
Hey cuz,

boy fun times latley huh? I hope everything is alright where you are.

I just saw your new myspace site thing and on it was a couple pics of you. One of them was a modeling pic that you had done. Jeeez you are quite the model woman! When did that happen? I can't believe how much people change.

I was searching through some old backups I have of old websites ive made and pictures and stuff and was looking at me just like 5 or 6 years ago. I look and am nothing like I used to be. When it hit me, you probably are a totally different person than you used to be when we were very little. From the looks of it you turned into someone pretty damn amazing. You have so many people missing you and talking to and about you. That's pretty awesome to be remembered and honored like you are. I wish we knew each other better.

Well I dunno how this whole baby thing works, but some people say that babies are souls in heaven that are birthed into earth. If that's the case right now you and my soon to be daughter are prolly hanging out. Watch over her and rub some of that awesomeness on her. I won't mind. I wonder what she'll be like. We decided to call her Lillian Sky Pantle. We'll call her Lilly for short. I'm already so in love with her. I have so much love to give and she's going to be the most loved daddy's little girl that ever was. :). Anyway, like I said I dunno how this baby soul thing works or whatever... like some people say that she doesn't have a soul until she is born and some people say she has a soul from the get go. Either way, I'm sure you know her better than I do.

I hope to god I do a good job with her. Maybe you can send me some help on that one. Oh by the way your mom sent us the best swing in the world. I hope she likes it. I know my god son does...

well anyways, I hope you are having fun up there. Send me a post card or hug or something. ;)
   Christian Pantle (Phoenix, AZ)

   May 2, 2006
Hi baby girl of mine! I've sort of been pre-occupied with your other site, so I wanted to pop back in on this one and make sure you are getting the love from ALL ANGLES!

I have been blessed to converse (via email) with many of your friends who love and miss you dearly. What a gift of a friend you have been to so many.

Thank you for your gift of life to me! Thank you for the "goose bumps" that I know is you hugging me!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined!

God Bless you with my total love,
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   April 25, 2006
Hi sweet beautiful angel of mine.

Thank you for the angels you have sent my way. There is one inparticular that I KNOW YOU SENT! He's amazing. He's a Christian Counselor that came into our lives long ago....and just re-entered our lives. What timing! I'm sure you sent Eric to our family!

I love you honey. I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....boocoodles!

I miss you sweetheart. I selfishly want you back so much. Wow!

I'm going to have lunch with Brent today. Wanna join us? He's having some critical tests in school and, although he's quite the braniac, testing is a skill in itself. Give him some wings honey!

I love you again and again and again, with a cherry on top!

God Bless You! mom
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   April 18, 2006
Hi sweet angel of mine. Just a "hello and I miss you LIKE CRAZY!"

I just felt like saying hi!

I heard a sermon Easter morning....quite profound actually. In the middle of the sermon the Pastor said that in heaven there is no darkness and no difference between night and day. Of course, I immediately thought of you with a little smile on my face, because you never did know the difference between night and day! You've probably adjusted quite well! HAHAHA!

I love you baby girl, taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined....with a cherry on top! BOOCOODLES!

God bless you honey! mom
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   April 16, 2006
Happy glorious Easter Honey. I felt you today. The first half of the day started off with all blessings.

Brent woke up to his Easter Basket and noticed bunny paw prints on the floor. It was so cute! Danielle came over and went to church with us (incredibly beautiful sermon) and then we went to visit you.

I was holding up pretty well until this afternoon. I miss you so entirely...I KNOW that you are enjoying the most blessed celebration today...with our Lord Jesus Christ....but I selfishly want you here with me.

I love you so much sweetheart....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined. BOOCOODLES!

By the way. give your Dad a hug. He's going through some really tough times. Send him a smile!

I love you baby girl! God Bless You! Save us a seat in heaven and give Jesus a hug from us....a kiss on the nose....and a HUGE thank you from us!

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   April 16, 2006
A joyful Easter to you, Christi..!!
Please know that we love you!
Pray for us and ask that our family be safe and happy in the knowledge of Christ's Love.
   Grandmother Betty Humbert (Lehigh Acres, FL)

   April 15, 2006
Hi beautiful! I am really, really missing you boocoodles right now. Today is Easter-Eve. I wish so very much that you could be here to enjoy Brent's excitement over the "Easter Bunny". You always loved watching him wake up to Christmas and Easter.

I want to hug you so much that my arms ache.

There is so much love about you and I miss it so much!

I know you are happy and in a place that we all look forward to one day...with the Lord. Save us all a seat and a great big hug!

I love you honey, taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined!

God Bless You sweetheart and Happy Easter! Tell Jesus we all say hi and give him a hug from us!
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   April 11, 2006
Hi beautiful angel of mine! Happy Tuesday!

I just heard the Kenny Chesney song, "Who'd you be today" again and my little ol heart just wanted to hug you so much! I sure do miss you honey! Wow, I miss you!!!

If you've been keeping up with the outpouring of love on your other site, then I would imagine you have a true sense of how very, very much you are loved and missed. I am so touched to be able to enjoy the love being sent your way.

Sunday is Easter. I'm sure there will be a huge celebration in heaven. What a celebration that will be! We are going to church and then going to your site to give you a great big hug, love and prayers.

Remember the little bunny paw prints that were always around the house Easter morning? I was trying to figure out how to do that for you, on Sunday. You used to love that so much and would giggle and get all excited and follow the tracks to find a "surprise" at the end of each path. I do that with Brent now. I know you would enjoy watching his elation!

I love you Christi Michelle Nowak....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined, with a cherry on top!

God Bless You Baby Girl, mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   April 3, 2006
To Our Dearest Granddaughter, Miss Christi

Honey, we made our Easter visit to you a little early (Sunday, March 26th, but I think time and calendars don't count for much when Our Lord holds you so Close to His Heart as He does now.

It was a beautiful day. Your brother Brent fed the ducks, and your Grandmother Pattie added a pretty Easter rabbit and some pretty pink tulips on your lovely memorial.

We prayed for you at church, then again when we got to your memorial; and we would ask you to pray for us as well.

Oh yes, I'm sure you know this already, but your loving family has arranged for you to have the most elagant memorial in all of Atlanta !! Even in the coldest days of Winters to come, your memorial, like you, will be the constant harbringer of the lovely and vibrant Springs to follow.

That is the way you were to others, Honey.

God Bless You, Miss Chrsti.

With all our Love,
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   April 2, 2006
Happy Sunday beautiful baby angel girl of mine!

Brent and I missed church this a.m. because your little brother was sick. He hasn't been sick in years! He was running a scary fever and was up a good bit of the night.

Wanna hear something.....I pulled out a picture of you and Brent together (when we all went to Ft Myers)....you are hugging Brent and he is in the biggest belly laugh ever!

Brent's fever started subsiding. I choose to believe that you waved a little magin wand over him and helped him get "all better".

I love and miss you so much baby! I hope you know.

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined.

God Bless You honey!
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   March 31, 2006
Happy Friday sweet angel of mine! God Bless your beautiful heart! You touch mine everyday in such a warm and wonderful way.

My goodness honey....I MISS YOU! I feel you so much. I see how many lives you have touched and want you to see it too. I hope you can.

Ron and I are going to have lunch with Brent at school today. Wanna join us? It's fairy tale day! Once upon a time....this beautiful angel descended on an elementary school lunch and waved her magic wand. As the fairy dust surrounded the children, they suddenly believed in themselves and believed they could do ANYTHING they set their heart to!

That is the gift you gave to your friends! That is the gift you had for yourself! I am so proud of you honey!

Have a beautiful day in heaven! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....BOOCOOODLES!

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   March 29, 2006
Happy Wednesday Baby Girl! So much is happening because of your birth and I so hope you are smiling BIGTIME over the lives you are touching! My goodness honey.....you do have that touch!

Thank you for being with me! Thank you for being born to me!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined.....BOOCOODLES!

Have a beautiful day honey. Here's a hug just for you...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

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   March 24, 2006
Hi Sweet Angel of mine! Thanks for being with me. I can feel you honey!

Did you see the site that Danielle set up for you on My Space? Have you read all of the outpourings of love for you? My goodness honey...you are so loved!

They say you get to take all the love to heaven with you. I would imagine that heaven had to expand your quarters to hold all of the love being sent your way! It's amazing!

Thank you for all of the blessings you have shown me. Thank you for being born. Thank you for the beautiful memories.

I will always love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than can be defined....boocoodles!

God Bless you honey...mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   March 23, 2006
Hey Christy. hope all is well. i want you to know your are always in my heart and im always thinking of you. i miss you but i know i will see you soon. i love you christy .


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   March 21, 2006
Happy Tuesday Beautiful Angel of Mine! I know you are laughing at my "detective endeavors". (I need to learn your lingo!)

I've actually been having some really nice days lately and am enjoying your birth and your life so much. Thank you for that gift!

I really could use you right now to help me with Brent's project. We have to build a store, for a mall, out of a shoe box! You know how much I hate shopping and how long it's been since I have stepped foot in a mall?!!!!! This is where I need your expertise! It will probably end up looking like an old-fashioned barber shop! HAHAH! I know you will guide me!

I just wanted to pop in and tell you how very, very much I love you....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined!

God Bless You sweet baby of mine!
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   March 21, 2006
Big Sis,
Hey Gorgeous. How are things up there? Anything like you expected? Not a day goes by when I dont miss you and think about you. I hope your Mom and Brent are doing well. We all miss you SO much. I love you Christi! You were a blessing to have in my life.
Love, LiL SiS
   Jaimie Bishop (Norcross, GA)

   March 17, 2006
Hi sweet beautiful angel of mine! Wow, where do I start?

Over the last week, because of your being born, blessings have been in neon. I took so much for granted, until I lost you. Sort of an auto-pilot life.

I now cherish every single good moment and look for the goodness and the purpose in the not-so-good moments. All because of you!

I am seeing your purpose in life unfold before my very eyes. You have touched many and started a chain reaction of awareness, love, giving, bonding....not only in me....but in many, many others

Your birth has been a true blessing in so many, many ways and avenues.

I am blessed, as is your father, to have been chosen to have you born to us. Thank you for your life.

Although it's not your birthday, I want to wish you a very happy birthday, with all my love....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more love than I can define! BOOCOODLES!

I love you so entirely much honey! God Bless you and thank you for you!
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   March 14, 2006
Hi sweet child of mine! Happy Tuesday! I just went down in your room and took a big, long, deep Christi-breath. I can still smell your beautiful scent!

Your father brought me some more flowers. Everytime he goes to visit you, he brings me flowers also. He could use a Christi-hug! He loves you and misses you so much! He said to say "Hi" to you the next time I hopped online. Hi and mucho love from your father!

Brent has a homework project where he's making "flat Stanley"! It is adorable! Flat Stanley was "flattened by a bulletin board one night and had to adapt to being flat. He found an advantage to being flat. He could fit in envelopes and travel the world!" So we have to send "Flat Stanley" somewhere and map out his "adventures". Aunt Terry graciously agreed to allow us to send Flat Stanley to her. She is going to take Flat Stanley to Chicago and to England and take fun pics. When she returns Flat Stanley to Brent, with the pictures and his travels, Brent then takes all that to school and they map out his adventures. It would be pretty cool to be able to send "Flat Stanley" to heaven, to visit you, and have a pic of that. I wonder where they would put that on the map? heehee!

I love you so very much honey! Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined! BOOCOODLES!

God Bless you so much sweetheart! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   March 10, 2006
TGIF Baby angel of mine! I just wanted to hop in and tell you how much I love you!

I'm working on finding a place in my heart for all of this. It's kinda tough!

I keep picturing you sitting on the kitchen counter, swinging your legs and eating your heated-up "pizza rolls" and just chit-chatting with me. I think you giggled more when sitting on the kitchen counter!

I still hear your 3-syllable way of saying mo-o-om and I miss hearing that, because you ALWAYS laughed while saying it that way!

I miss your happy-go-lucky heart. I miss everything about you honey!

Please save me a hug and know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love.....BOOCOODLES! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   March 6, 2006
Hi beautiful baby girl. Happy Monday!

Well, you are 5 mos and 1 day old in heaven! I've heard that time, as we know it, is much different in heaven. I often try to imagine what you are doing. Are you taking flying lessons? Are you checking in on all of your friends and family? Have you met all of our friends and family in heaven? Are you taking care of all those goats and chickens and beautiful little angels in Brazil?

I would love to know what "a-day-in-the-life-of" Christi Michelle Nowak would be in heaven.

Danielle stopped by Sunday and her timing was most endearing. I was having a pretty tough time. We shared stories, tears, etc and then she went to the park to let Brent wear her out for a bit. Brent adores her. He can feel her love for you.

Anywhoo baby girl.....I needed to pop in and say hey! Feel free to pop in here anytime!

I love you taller than heaven....longer than always and with more than love can be defined.....BOOCOODLES!

God Bless You with all my love honey, mom
   Mom (woodstock, GA)
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   March 4, 2006
Hey little cousin! It's been a while since I have left anything in this entry book. I read it daily to see the impact that you have made in so many people's lives. I can only imagine how you much you had grown since I last saw you. I unfortunately didn't have the chance to spend a lot of time with you due to our living locations. But that never stopped me from caring about you and wondering about you.

When I lived near there and we spent time together, it was nice to talk to you and to get to know you and I can only hope that I made an impact in your life as you did mine. Your life was a precious one, and the evidence is clear by all of the posts that your friends and family leave here. Although you are no longer here physically, you will always be here in all of our hearts and emotionally forever and forever loved by all of us.

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   Jeremy Wooten (Jacksonville, FL)
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   March 3, 2006
Christi,
I enjoyed being with your wonderful family and again seeing all of your pictures, so filled with life and love.

Give my love to everyone there and kiss yourself on the middle of your nose!

I bet you can do that now!

I love you!

Grandma B
   Grandma Betty (Lehigh Acres, FL)

   March 2, 2006
Hi beautiful baby angel of mine! Your father and I just went out to see your beautiful PINK marker installed! It is so gorgeous! (I put a copy of it in this photo gallery...pic taken while it was still sitting in the warehouse.) I know you will love it!

Grandma Betty just left and we had so many wonderful conversations about you. Do you have a clue how many lives you have touched?

For the last 2 nights in a row, my little body-clock woke up long enough to look at the clock and it was 2:05 (a.m.) both times. Your birthday! I felt a warm fuzzy and went back to sleep until it was time to get up at 5:00 a.m.! Thank you for that!

I wanted to pop in and say "HI" and let you know that I love you BOOCOODLES! Taller than heaven...longer than always and with more love than I can define!

Thank you for being you. Thank you for being born.

God bless you honey, with so very much love.....mom
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   February 24, 2006
Hi sweet angel Christi ~
There seems to be no end to the love and growing so many are doing and so much of this is because of you.

(...and now I hear you've started a farm in Brazil! That one I'd give anything to watch; you chasing goats and chickens!! Ha!)

I had such a wonderful day with my "MM" today. I know our day had much to do with you having been here with us and now watching over us.
We all have had much to search through and learn from. The recognition of so much love and the bonds which can never be broken, ever, no matter what. This is the best of loving and being loved in return. Forgiving and forgiven. Acceptance. Unconditional.

I've had a pretty rough time with some things since you went to Our Father in Heaven. Thank you for seeing all of us through the things each needed to feel in order to grow.
Thank you for my special day today too. Your presence was very much felt my your GrandMM and me.
I love you so much!
Always Hugs
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   February 24, 2006
Happy Friday beautiful angel!

Your father and I went to proof your marker today. IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL and it is the "perfect pink"! I know you will love it. It will be installed next week!

Also, your father has matched the gift to the village in Brazil.....so you are now the proud shepherd of 40 goats an 200 chickens! (Quit laughing!) Your gift of life is spreading world wide honey. Did you know you had that touch? Everybody that knows your love has realished in your love.
Thank you for sharing you with all of us!

Have I ever told you that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love? BOOCOODLES!!!

God Bless You honey and thank you so much for you! mom
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   February 23, 2006
Hi Sweet baby girl of mine! I wrote you a note yesterday, but once again, I see it is not posted. So I'll try it again today!

I just got you a belated birthday present, filled with love! You are now the proud shepherd of 20 goats and 100 chickens! (I know you are saying that 3-syllable "Mo-o-om" and giggling right now!)

It was a beautiful gift to help missionaries in Brazil who desperately need the animals to produce milk, eggs, food.

Remember I told you about Mary Beth Swan and her AIM missionary? (You should know her daughter Rachel by now). Anywhoo, I thought a wonderful birthday present would be to make a donation in your name.

Take good sweet care of those goats and chickens honey! Quit laughing! hahaha! (I figured you don't need cash in heaven!)

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love! God Bless You honey! mom
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   February 22, 2006
Happy Belated B-day I am sorry
I missed it work has been crazy I saw sombody on my space that had a picture of the roses so I needed my Christi fix thanks for looking over me I know its you up there cause its the same feeling I got when we were with each other talk to ya later
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   February 22, 2006
Happy Wednesday sweet beautiful angel of mine!

Guess what? You are now the proud shepherd of goats and chickens! Happy Belated Birthday honey!

I wanted to make a donation, in your memory, to a worthy cause for your birthday.

I have befriended a beautiful, devout, missionary woman who lost her daughter 3 yrs ago. I am hoping you and Rachel have met in heaven!

Anywhoo, in honor of your birthday, I donated money to a team in Brazil to help bring food into the village.

Here is the email I rec'd from Rachel's mom: Two missionaries I am talking to (email) now have been living in the Amazon jungle of Brazil. The river has gone way down and there is very little for the Indian tribe to eat. These 2 ladies want to get chickens and goats into the village for the people to raise for eggs & meat. I will be contacting a church to see if their Sunday School and Youth would raise funds ($1 per chicken and $20 per goat) for this village. I lived there for a bit in 2004. They are my favorite people group. These 2 ladies are the only people in the universe that speak their rare language (Alpurina). The culture is almost stone age. I could go on and on about them. They need food. Those of us whom God has had live in the USA live in abundance that the greater part of the world that I have seen can not even imagine. I want sooooooooooo badly to raise enough money so the tribe can get 20 goats (they reproduce pretty well) and 100 chickens.

So, for your birthday, we bought 20 goats and 100 chickens!

I know you are giggling and loving it all in the same breath.

I told you honey....you keep on spreading your love!

I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love.....BOOCOODLES!

God Bless you baby, and thank you for your gift to others!

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   February 21, 2006
Hi sweet beautiful baby girl, angel. Have I ever told you how much I love you?

Ron bought me this beautiful pink-stoned ring for Christmas, in honor of you, and I have replaced my wedding diamond with your ring. Sometimes I look at it in awe and it makes me feel so close to you. When people ask me how I am doing, I tell them, "I was married to you for 20 years". We had all of the ups....all of the struggles...a 20-year period allows and I wouldn't trade a moment of it for anything. (Except for some of my own poor decisions).

I finally had to break down and order some jeans for myself. I wore yours out! I wear them all of the time! (Well...the more conservative jeans of yours!)

I hope you are in heaven smiling. I picture you in complete joy and relief.

I love you so completely honey.....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love....BOOCOODLES!

God Bless You Baby! mom
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   February 20, 2006
Hey baby girl! I know its been a while, but we've been in touch. I had a rough day the other day and stopped in to see your momma and Brent and I left with a happy heart. Your family is so amazing, you must be proud. I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I miss you so much. I finally got around to putting all your clothes away in my closets! Holy cow woman you have sooooo many!! I had to go out and buy extra drawers just to fit it all! I won't have to do laundry for a year now!! I also wanted to thank you because every time i wear a piece of you, I have the best days, like you're there with me helping me through. I love you so much. Hug yourself for me and know you are thought of daily. MWAH!!
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   February 17, 2006
Hi sweet angel of mine. I just wanted to stop by and give you all of my love. There have been so many blessings and beautiful people coming out of the woodwork since you joined the Lord. You always knew how to draw a crowd!

I was just loving you and missing you so much that I wanted to say hello and Happy Friday!

God Bless your sweet beautiful heart with all my love honey!....taller than heaven....longer than always and with so much more than can be defined. BOOCOODLES!
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   February 16, 2006
Happy Thursday baby girl! I've written you a few more notes but see they are not posted. Maybe this site is running out of room for all the love coming your way!

I'm just popping in to say hello and to let you know that I LOVE YOU BOOCOODLES! Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love! God Bless You honey! mom
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   February 12, 2006
Hi beautiful baby girl. I was just reading your entries and missing you so much.

This morning at church, we had a guest pastor who was awesome. His analogies were incredibly profound. He also had a sense of humor. You would have enjoyed him. While he was speaking, a glow came over the church....it may have been the sun coming out from unerneath a cloud, but I chose to believe that you were there with Brent and I.

When we left for church this morning, there were a few snow flurries. When the service was over it was snowing quite a bit. It was so beautiful! I would imagine you have a beautiful view!

Valentine's day is approaching. Please know that my heart feels bigger than my body....exploding with love for you! Of course...it doen't have to be Valentine's day for that to hold true.

I love you boocoodles baby! Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love!

God Bless you honey! mom
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   February 11, 2006
Hi beautiful angel of mine. There are so many things I want to tell you, but I am guessing that you see them, and know them already!

Brent is doing incredibly beautifully in basketball and I'm choosing to believe that you've put little wings on his ball! His team is actually in the playoffs! How cool is that?!! And Brent scores a ton of points for his team!!! THANK YOU!

I got to meet Mary Beth today. What an awesome blessing that was! Hopefully you have met Rachael. Mary Beth has been such a beautiful, strong inspiration for me. We thought you and Rachael may have been smiling upon us today!

When I was coming back from meeting Mary Beth, the sun was setting and the rays were ever so glorious. For a very brief moment, there was a beautifully lit cloud that looked like you, in a most joyous state.

Christi Michelle Nowak....I love you so completely. I miss you so entirely much. Happy pre-Valentines day with more than all my love! BOOCOODLES as you liked me to say!
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   February 7, 2006
Hi baby girl! Happy Tuesday!

As I am sure you have seen, Danielle has been spreading her love for you, throughout our family. God Bless her sweet wonderful self! She came to Brent's play-off game last night and she sounded just like you. Remember when you questioned the calls and rooted for your little brother? She did the same thing.....and I KNOW....you sent her to us and to his game! THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!

Brent did beautifully last night! And he was so thankful that he had such a cheerleader there for him! THANK YOU!!!!!!

Christi Michelle Nowak....I love you taller than heaven....I love you longer than always....and I love you with more than all my heart! YEARS AGO, I made up this statement just for you about loving you....and one time I did not say it this way and you brought it to my attention.....so here it is: an officially patented "Christi love statement":

I LOVE YOU BOOCOODLES BABY GIRL!

God bless you! mom
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   February 6, 2006
Hi Sweet beautiful angel of mine! Happy Monday!

I thought I would share this little cutie with you! Your little dog Louie is seeing snow for the first time. He was actually outside on the back deck, catching it in his mouth! It was too cute!

We take Louie in tomorrow to the beauty-parlor! Bless his little white furry self....he loves the Georgia red clay and it doesn't match his fur!

I love you, you sweet 21-year-old you! What did you do in heaven for your birthday? Hopefully you spent time with us here on earth! We felt you!

I love you baby girl....taller than heaaven, longer than always and with more than all my love! Thank you for the gift of you!

God Bless You honey, mom
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   February 5, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTI!! I have been thinking about you all day. I have been thinking what you are doing up there or even what you would be doing here if you were here! I miss you! Me and Jeremy werent to far from you...But we couldnt make it today. We are wearing PINK for you and in the memory of YOU! I love ya girl! Keep on shining!!
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   February 5, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTI!!!...the big 21...miss you girl!!!
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   February 5, 2006
Happy 21st Birthday Christi! Today of all days there will be many tears mixed with smiles & laughter as we think of you.I know you are celebrating this very special day with God as one of his angels.
   Bernadette Brown (Marietta, GA)

   February 5, 2006
To Our Dearest Granddaughter, Miss Christi:

Happy Birthday, Precious Granddaughter....

You continue to be the best Anniversary Present we ever received, for it was on February 5th, our wedding anniversary, that God gave you to all of us.

Thank you so much for the love and sweetness you always shared with us and know that you will ever remain in our Hearts....most especialy on this day of your birth, February 5th that we share.

Christi, when you and I had that special talk about your 21st birthday, I promised you that pink balloons will be flying in Tallahassee.

So today, with PINK BALLOONS FLYING, we sing your praises for the 21st birthday party you so wanted.

With Our Best Love,

Especially from Grandma Patt

P.S. I agree, Honey. Love, Granddad
   Pattie and Bill Humbert (Tallahassee, FL)

   February 5, 2006
Happy 21st birthday beautiful angel baby girl of mine!

I actually sent you a happy-birthday-eve note yesterday but I see it is not posted. I hope you felt my words in your heart.

I came to see you last night. Danielle decorated your site for your birthday and wanted to surprise me, thinking I would see it AFTER church today. Apparently I just missed her and when I arrived last night it was so beautiful.

You have found a beautiful friend in Danielle, Christi. I am blessed to have her remain in our life!

21 years ago today, at ll:56 pm you came sailing out with the attitude, "look out world, here I come!" And you did just that! You have touched many, many lives in this world.

I wish I could put my heart on this screen and let you see the beautiful, beautiful picture you have painted inside of me.

I love you so very much Christi...taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love.

Happy, happy blessed birthday baby!
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   February 3, 2006
While I didn't know you, I've learned to know your Mom and if you are anything like her, you are awesome. She loves you very much so watch over her and every once in a while let her feel your kiss in the gentle wind.
   Maureen Grimes (Acworth, GA)

   February 3, 2006
Hey baby girl. i got the opportunity to meet and talk with your mom yesterday, oh what a day! Full of memories, laughs and tears. It felt so good to be around the people who love you the most! But being in your room was the hardest part for me. You and I spent a few good times down there and it truly wasn't the same. Your mom, God bless her, gave me the picture you had of me in your room. It meant so much to me, just to know that you took it and it meant enough to you to put it in a frame! She's right, you can smell you like crazy down there!! I miss you. I'm going to church with your family on Sunday and I'm soo looking forward to it and at the same time dreading it. I'm so glad to have the opportunity to be there for your mom and family. She misses and loves you sooooo much. You are so beautiful, Christi. Inside and out! Just know, I'm always going to be around and I'm never going to forget the place you touched in my heart!! Give yourself a BIG hug for me. I love you.
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   February 3, 2006
Hi sweet angel. I hope your wings are wrapped around me because I'm having several "Christi Moments" this week. I love you and miss so incredibly much!

Lea Anne and Danielle stopped by yesterday and I could FEEL YOU when I hugged them. They love you so much and have been struggling with your loss.

I hope you joined us for lunch and enjoyed the funny stories we shared about you. We all agree that you are quite stubborn! Quite loving and quite giving.

Sunday, for your birthday, we are all going to church together. Our church is going to do a special song for you: Remember Me. We are then going to come visit you and then all going to lunch. AND WE'RE ALL GOING TO WEAR PINK!

I adopted Danielle as my surrogate daughter! She loves you so very much. It feels very warm and loving when she is around. I can feel you through her!

I love you with all my heart honey....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love! God Bless your sweet soul! Happy Pre-21st birthday! mom
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   January 30, 2006
Hi baby girl! It's Monday afternoon and I am having a few "Christi Moments". I MISS YOU SOOOOOO VERY MUCH!!!! How I wish I could hold you! My goodness sweetheart....I love you!

You are approaching your 21st birthday. I thought about making a donation to the Pay It Forward foundation in your honor, as a birthday present. You were always so willing to help others, I thought it would be a nice tribute to carry on that legacy.

I just found out a star was purchased in your name. You are now the proud owner of a star! There was a super bright star that Brent and I saw at the bus stop this morning and I told him it might be your star and you were probably shining a light on us. (All of the monies for the star are going to the Dream Foundation). It was a gift to you from Lisa and her family.

Well, my little "star" angel....I wanted to say HI and I love you so very much.....taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love.

Have a beautiful Monday! God Bless You sweetheart, mom.
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 29, 2006
Happy Sunday sweet angel!

The songs in church this morning had your name all over them. I have found that I seem to hear you "in songs". Out of the blue, a song will pop into my head. A song I am either not familiar with or haven't heard in a long time. All the words are there, the tune, everything....and I always feel like it's a message from you.

So I gueess I could honestly say....you are a true song in my heart!!! THANK YOU!

Next Sunday you will be 21. The pastor and Ms. Wendy asked me if I wanted a special song played at the service for you. Of course I would! Can you help me pick it out?

I would love that!

I love you taller than heaven honey, longer than always and with more than all my love!

Have a beautiful Sunday sweetheart!
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   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 27, 2006
Hi you sweet baby angel! Happy Friday!

Wow, what a week! I met Anke's mom and she is a love. I hope you two have met in heaven!

I landed a beautiful island account. You would love it! Every lot is surrounded by water and is so beautiful. I would have pulled you in for some soundboarding on this one as you are my little "water baby". I miss bouncing ideas off of you.

Brent wants to play the sax and his music teacher suggested he learn the keyboard first. Supposedly you will pick up all subsequent instruments quite easily, once you know the keyboard. Plus, his little hands are not quite big enough for a sax. So....he had his first lesson last night and LOVED IT! I wish you would have been here when he got home because you and I could have danced and sing on the hardwood (like we did around the Christmas tree) to Brent's "Old McDonald" song! It was too cute! You would have made it a fest!!!! He was so proud to be able to read the notes and play it! We giggled so much!

I miss you so much honey! You have your 21st birthday coming up and I am having 2 of your friends over for church and then we are all coming to your site and then either back over here or to lunch.

Have I ever told you I love you taller than heaven...longer than always...and with more than love can be defined?!!!

God Bless you so much sweetheart, with all my love, mom.
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 23, 2006
Hey you I was thinking about you today I had Olive Garden our first real date. I love the place because of you but hate going there if that makes sence. I sold the Boat and Motorcycle time to grow up nahhhh we can never do that I MISS YOU
   scott fonzo (cumming, GA)

   January 23, 2006
Hi sweet baby girl....angel of mine! Happy Monday!

It's a wet, dreary, yucky day outside....good cuddle weather! I miss you curling up on the couch with me, draping your feet over my lap and watching Lifetime Movies with you! Today would be an awesome day for that. Of course, you would have to drag me away from desk....it's "incoming" BIGTIME. I suppose that's a blessing.

Claire spent the night in your room Sat. night. She asked me if I wanted to wash and change your sheets. I can't bring myself to do that because I can still smell your beautiful scent! I have loads of laundry to do for you but can't bring myself to do that either. I love going down there and "inhaling" you!

Claire sent me a song that reminded her and Terry about you. It's called Who'd You Be Today by Kenny Chesney. It is beautiful. It made me cry.

As Danielle said in her last email to you, there are so many songs that remind her of you. I feel the same. I wish I would have had more time to pick songs for your DVD because I hear so many that are "so Christi"!

I have to hop back to work, but wanted to say HI and tell you how very much I love you....taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more love than I can define!

God Bless You honey! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 22, 2006
Hey Baby girl!
I've been thinking about you a lot lately. It seem every song on the radio reminds me of you. I wanted to thank you for the good word you put in for me about that job. I got it and I've been working it the past week. Man, am i wore out but it will pay off in the end! I'm looking forward to having lunch with your mom. We just have to get our schedules worked out. Lea Anne and I came to visit you on Saturday. I hope you like your butterfly and kitty cat. We just couldn't resist. They just screamed "Christi!" I rocked the shirt I made for you on Friday night when Lea Anne and I went out to the club. I was so proud of it. I miss you. There is so much I want to talk to you about, ask your advice on and just BS with you. I go to pick up my phone and it all cames back to me. I can't bring myself to take you out of my phone and your ringtone is off limits to anyone else. Thank you for everything you've been to me and for touching so many peoples lives. You brought a few new people into my life and I'm thankful for that. I really miss you. Hug yourself for me! I love you.
   Danielle
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   January 20, 2006
Hey snot! :) giggles...

What's up?

You are very much missed sweet girl and alive in us all.

I was just on the phone with my mamma, your grandma, (my mamma is my "MM" too!:)
...and mamma hugs are just abounding everywhere!
I think it's contagious.
Most mamma hugs are no matter where they come from or who they are meant for!
... it's just a "mamma thing" :)
Gotta love it!!

I hope you and your mamma and Aunt Claire have a great little slumber party Saturday night!!
That oughta be funnny!

Giggles and a fluffy hug
for you angel Christi ~
I love you
Aunt Kim

eh-hem... I want pictures!! tee-hee
   Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   January 19, 2006
Happy Thursday baby girl. I just had to stop by to say hi! I was just down in your room and was missing you so muchly!

Richie stopped by yesterday, wearing a shirt you bought for him. You have good taste honey! It looked awesome on him! He misses you so much too! He got your car fixed! I haven't seen it, but knowing Richie, I'm sure it's "poifect".

I am going to meet Anke's mom next Tuesday for lunch. I'm really looking forward to it. We may meet out or she may come over here. I hope you and Anke have met in heaven and can join us for lunch! Shrimp linguini or Chicken QuesAdias?

Claire's coming over Saturday to spend the night with me and go to church with me Sunday a.m. She'll be sleeping in your room. She loves it there also. We can all feel you and smell you when we are down there. You are so beautiful!

I miss you so much honey. So very, very much! You sure did introduce my heart to a love I never knew existed! I think they call it "unconditional"! Totally and completely unconditional love! That is such a gift to me. Thank you!

Have a beautiful day in heaven and know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love! God Bless you sweetheart! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 18, 2006
Happy Wednesday sweet baby angel of mine!

I'm just popping in to say hey and how very much I love you!

2 of your girlfriends are coming over for lunch soon so we can chit-chat about some fun Christi moments. I'm really looking forward to it. I love the Christi stories!

I have been talking to someone who is helping me build a beautiful little Christi-haven in my heart...just for you. It will be custom-designed to hold all good Christi moments and memories and buckets of love.

I miss you so much honey. WOW do I miss you!

Thank you for your gift of life. Thank you for you! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more love than I can define. God Bless you sweetheart! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 16, 2006
Hey girl... just thought I would say hello. Its been a little bit since ive sent ya a message. I just wanted to thank you for sending me a friend. One of your friends. Because of you, we ARE friends. (I know that you knew I didnt hang out with many girls!!) Its Danielle, she's amazing! And I can surely understand why you spoke so purely of her! I just wanted to thank you for that! I love you girl. Your life and spirit will live among us! We share stories of your life almost every time we speak. :O) I love you girl-- please stay with me in all the obstacles I may stumble upon. I might need to borrow a set of wings that everyone speaks of!

Love you girl.
You and your family are within all of my prayers.
   Lea Anne Powell (Villa Rica, GA)
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   January 16, 2006
Hi beautiful angel of mine! Happy Monday! Happy Martin Luther King day! Happy Grandma Betty's birthday!

I was just down in your room and I can still smell you so vividly! I love being down there!

Your dad just brought me some flowers and some hearts with your name on it (for my key chain).

I've made some beautiful email friends because of you. I have never met them but we email regularly and the warmth and love all developed because of you! I told you your love was spreading! Thank you for that! THANK YOU FOR YOU!

Brent said he saw you this morning. He was so excited! He had just woken up and shouted to me, "Mom...come here quick. I just saw Christi." It may have been a dream. It may have been real. Either way, he was pretty happy about it! Thank you for being there for him. He just told me to tell you he loves you.

And I, my dear sweet precious angel, love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my heart! God Bless You honey! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 13, 2006
Hey you :)
I'm tickled at the hugs you've sent our way.
Your Mamma has had a tough time.
(as have we, and we miss you too.) Ya'll's "taller than heaven" and "longer than always" hugs really do work!
sigh...
Life is good :)
I love you Christi
Fluffy hugs ~
Aunt Kim
   Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   January 13, 2006
Hi sweet baby girl! Today would be an awesome cuddle day with you! I'm feeling just a tad bit under the weather and it's raining and yucky outstide. I could imagine curling up on the couch with you, watching a good Lifetime movie! HOWEVER....I am working (snail's pace today) and you, my dear are probably sun tanning in heaven! I love you so very much sweetheart and I miss you incredibly so! God Bless your sweet beautiful heart with all my love....taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more love than I can define. mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 10, 2006
hey baby girl. I miss you! I think about you often. Hey I need you to do me a favor... I have a job interview tomorrow and I was just hopin you could pop in and help me out a bit. God knows I need it!! I'm going to come visit you tomorrow when I get done. We'll talk then. Love ya!
   Danielle
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   January 10, 2006
Hi Christi!
I just wanted to share a hug and take a moment to say hello,
and I want you to know...

Because of you
we celebrate growth

Because of you
we remember love

Because of you
we celebrate family

and because of you,
we are learning stuff in spite of ourselves. (truly).

(giggles)
I love you.

Hugs
Aunt Kim
   Aunt Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   January 10, 2006
HAPPY TUESDAY baby angel of mine.

You know how you always call me when you're running around and you say, "Whatchya doin?" And I always so, "Guess". And you always say, "Woikin" in that sweet exaggerated tone?

Well, right now my computer is tied up with this new backup thingy, so I hopped on my laptop to say "I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined."

God Bless you honey, with so much love, mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 9, 2006
Happy Monday sweet angel of mine! I thought you'd enjoy this little update about your little 10lb white furball, Louie! Although I THINK I have him almost 100% house broken, he occasionally reminds me that is not the case! But not often. We're getting there!

Louie's new fettish is toilet paper! I find it shredded up all over the place. My goodness! I have to keep every bathroom door closed now cuz it looks like the inside of our house has been "rolled"!

Another thing: I don't know if you were aware of this...but YEARS AGO, having many keys on a key chain symbolized "authority and privilege". Your great grandfather used to proudly clip his keys to his belt strap, which represented hard work and trust granted to him and access to various locks at the shipyard in Virginia. It was a sign of trust and rewards for jobs well done.

Anywhoo, my point is, Louie just got his tags (similar to getting "keys". They jingle and jangle when he runs around the house and he seems so proud of them. He is now like his big brother Gus. One of his tags is just a little bone-shaped tag with our name and number on it so that some kind soul can return him if he ever strays. The other tag is a pink heart (that your father gave to me) that says "In Loving Memory of Christi Nowak".

So now when the dogs run (or itch!) it sounds like jingle jams and wind chimes. Louie is a proud, official member of our family!

I had a crying session over you last night. Buckets, actually. Louie tried to comfort me. He was licking my tears off my face. (Either that or was very thirsty! HAHA!)

I miss you and love you so much honey. Please know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with much more love than can be defined.

God Bless you on this Monday and always, with all my heart! mom
   mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 8, 2006
My Big Sister,
Your love was always pure;
You treated me as your own.
Your time seemed all too short and
I feel so alone.
What can I take from this?
My heart is completely crushed.
But nothing loved is ever lost -
And you are loved so much.

I miss you Christi,
LiL SiS
   Jaimie Bishop (Norcross, GA)

   January 7, 2006
Hi sweet beautiful baby girl of mine. Have you passed all of your flight exams with those new wings of yours? The good thing is...there is no such thing as speeding tickets in heaven!

Brent has his first basketball game today after a 2-week holiday break. Can we borrow your wings?

I'm looking at your gorgeous picture on my desk right now and it looks like you are looking straight at me...with the most beautiful smile! You are an incredibly beautiful girl, inside and out. I so hope you know that!

I've got to get Brent ready for his game, so I'm going to "pop out" for a bit, but I wanted you to know how very much you are loved.....taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more love than can be defined! God Bless you honey, with all my love, mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 4, 2006
Hi Sweetheart! Happy Wednesday! You'll be happy to know that little Louie Dewie is at the vet getting groomed and getting his shots updated. Louie's not real happy about it.....but I thought you would be!!!! I took Gus at the same time so he is there taking care of his "Little Brother".

I have rec'd so many nice phone calls over the holidays from many of your friends. You are still spreading the love honey! And you are loved so very much!

We need your angel wings on Brent's basketball again tonight. It's just practice, but they've been off for 2 weeks....for the holidays. May need a little "jump start"!

Have a most beautiful day and know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with much more than love can be defined! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   January 4, 2006
Hey sweetie,
I hope you feel all of our hugs Christi.
Every time I think of you I look for the angels I know are around us.
Be blessed sweet Christi and come share a hug any time you'd like to.
I love you
Aunt Kim

P. S. ... and by the way... feel free to help my children and grandchildren, and new grandbaby one on the way, to spread their wings here! :)
You are missed, loved and remembered ~ always.
   Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   January 1, 2006
Hi sweet angel of mine. Today is 1/1/06. I got up this morning, went to the early service at church (there were only 3 people there!...but I still loved it!) and then I came to see you. I said your favorite prayer with you and I read all of the beautiful notes left for you.

My new year is beginning with you in my heart....as every day does. My New Year's Resolution is to see the glass half full. To enjoy and appreciate everything you have touched and to watch it unfold. My New Year's Resolution is to rejoice in your life. I am so blessed with the 20 years and 9 months I had of you on earth. (plus those 9 "beginning" months!).

I truly wish you a most joyous 2006 Christi; full of peace, full of joy, full of blessings.

And please know, I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined.

God Bless you Sweetheart, mom.
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 30, 2005
Happy Friday Baby Girl. "Only 2 more sleeps til 2006"! Do you remember that? When you were too young to understand and comprehend "days", we calculated it by "sleeps". You understood that "a sleep" equaled one bedtime easier than you understood what a day meant! The kids have been out of school for the last 2 weeks and they seem to migrate over here. Everytime they are hungry for lunch, they seem to want a "toasted Christi Club" sandwich! Remember the "famous bites"? ...when you mix something they don't like (like veggies), with something they do like (like mac n cheese) and they love 'the bite'! When you were little, that's how I got you to eat your veggies. You always wanted to be famous so we called them "famous bites". Now Brent has been training his friends on how "famous bites" work and they now eat their veggies....mixed with mac and cheese of course! I love you so much sweetheart. I believe you left a "few things" around our house and I thank you for that! I'm sure you were popping in on us! At least I choose to believe you were! Either way, my heart was filled! Thank you for you! Have a beautiful Friday and know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than love can be defined! God Bless You honey! mom
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   December 29, 2005
Hi Christi!

Just wanted to pop in real quick and say hi before I had to go to work. Was thinking about you for some reason and thought I should say hi.

My life has kinda changed latley. I'm going to be a daddy! hehe I know... crazy huh. I wonder if you and my baby to be are kinda hangin out up there. I'm not sure how that works. Like do babies live in heaven before they come down here or what? Well if you do see my baby up there make sure it's nice and warm and cuddled plenty. You let that baby know that I have sooo much love saved up to give it and I can't wait to meet it. (I hate calling it an it. we don't know if it's a boy or a girl yet. So I just call it bubbles in the meantime.)

Anyways, I hope you had a good christmas and feel free to pop in any time and give a hug.
   Christian Pantle (phoenix, AZ)

   December 28, 2005
hey babe. came to see you taday and brought you some mixed pink flowers! hope you like em. Just so you know, you are in my car with me where ever I go. I love sitting in traffic and looking down to see you smiling back at me and it doesn't seem so bad. Its hard to look at that picture and not smile. I mean you look so happy! Anyway sweetie I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and I miss you very much. Love ya girl! hug yourself for me. mwah!
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   December 28, 2005
Hi sweet baby girl. Happy Wednesday! I just wanted to pop in and tell you how very much I love you and miss you. You'll be pleased to know that little Louie "Dewey" is just about 100% house broken! He goes in for shots and a good ol fashioned grooming next week. Poor baby doesn't stay white for long. He likes digging up this Georgia red clay too much! His little face is orange! (What you can see of his face. He needs a hair cut! heehee!) He's been sleeping in my bed with me and he gives me a little "arf" when it's time to go. It's so adorable! Yesterday Louie was hanging out by Gus's bowl while Gus was eating and Gus handed Louie a piece of food. I hope you saw that. It was so precious! A kodak moment you would have enjoyed! heehee! Well sweet baby girl, you have brought many, many people closer together. Thank you for that. Your heart continues to spred love. Please know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with much more love than can be defined! God bless you honey! Thank you for you! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 27, 2005
Hi sweetie!

I heard a bell tinkling one morning not long ago :)

Fly free Christi!

I love you
Aunt Kim
   Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   December 26, 2005
Christi,
First of all...I just wanted to say that I love you very much. I miss you so very much... and I still think of you every single day. I have you, and your family within my thoughts and prayers. I apologize for not writing you in a while. I have been very busy with moving to FL. (do you remember the time you were supposed to go to Tampa with me!?) Yep, I am finally doing it. Everyone says that I am crazy for just picking up and moving, however- alot of people have said that there is things in life they wished they had of done...and I think I would be in the wrong for missing this chance! I know you would back me 110%. Christi, I wanted to thank you for helping me with so many big decisions in my life. I believe you helped better me as a person, as I am sure you have done with everyone you have ever had contact with! 3 weeks ago when before I left to go to Tampa to look at my house, I stopped by to talk to you... your site looked very lovely with the angel in the tree and many pink roses laying above you. Do you remember how I talked to you and I wished you would visit me in my dreams? When I was in tampa... I dreamed about you...thank you for coming to see me. That took a big burden off of my chest!

I wanted to ask you though... I have a friend who was not too happy with her life.... she took her own life, not too long after I lost touch with your mother... it was a short time before I left for Tampa... her name was Kristie... the same exact song that was played at your funeral...was played at hers. She was my best friend. And I loved her very much as well. Please get in touch with her... she will drive you crazy, but she will make the best person to talk to... and she will be-friend you when times are rough.

I wanted to say Merry Christmas (a day late...) to you and your family. I hope your mother, father and Brent are all doing well...

Happy new year if I dont talk to you then. Hopefully I will make it to your site again before I leave this week.

I love you Christi. I miss you.
   Lea Anne Powell (Villa Rica, GA)
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   December 25, 2005
Christi: Christmas is almost over, but on this very special day, our thoughts and memories of you are very near. Your dad and I spent the day with Tim and Deana and their families. I know how hard it was for him without you, with so many thoughts of you in his mind, and so much love in his heart, but you would have been proud of him. He did well.
Our grandchildren,Jackson, Canton, Keegan and Dane have grown so, as you know, and you can't help but smile with, and at them. They really helped your dad get through this day, as did Deana and Tim. Merry Christmas Christi.
We miss you.
Bernadette
   Bernadette Brown (Marietta, GA)

   December 25, 2005
Hey Girl!
Merry Christmas! I miss you. I came by to visit you today and ran into your dad. We talked about you. He told me that you came to visit him... I believe it.
When I think of you and the times we shared, I always go back to the 4th of July. You never asked a question, you just had my back. Thats the kind of friend you are and I know if I need you, you'll be there. I keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. And think of you daily. You've touched so many lives in so many ways and I thank God for you. I'm glad we met and I got the opportunity to get to know such a beautiful person. Just remember, "Cows can drink yoo-hoo!"
I love you!
   Danielle Del Turco (Norcross, GA)
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   December 25, 2005
My loving daughter Christi Michelle;

There are know words that are harder for me to say today than "MERRY CHRISTMAS", except for when they are said to celebrate the birth of CHRIST, to my family, and friends. With regard to me, I miss you soooo much and ache inside. I wish I could hold you and kiss on the cheek and tell you how much "I love you".I hope you like the ornaments, angels, and butterflies in your tree. I can't tell what it meant to me that you communicated with me and your mom appreciates it too. Some day she hopes to get the phenomenon that I have experienced. Please come to me again soon. Brian, Deana, Jackson, Canton, Keagan, and Dane came to see where your beautiful site was. They know you are in heaven with GOD, and liked their halloween picture as your own personal angel, butterfly, and kittycat {the little RAT!}, as I used to say. Tim and Dawn are going to visit you also before going over to Brian and Deana's. I'm also going to spend time with your sister, brother, and your beautiful nieces and nephew. You will be with me all thru the day, just like you are everyday.

Love forever, your devoted father
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   December 25, 2005
Merry Christmas beautiful angel baby girl of mine. I rec'd several "ornaments" from beautiful friends that say, "Merry Christmas from Heaven: I love you all dearly, Now don't shed a tear, I'm spending my Christmas with Jesus this year." Of course I cried. I know you are with Jesus and I know you are in very good hands. I know you are safe, you are loved, you are warm and you are comfy and happy. I'm pretty selfish because I want you here with me. I want to make you feel loved, safe, warm, comfy and happy. One of the most beautiful, greatest gifts I have ever received, is You. Feeling your love, watching you giggle, watching you go after your dreams and achieving them. I miss you so very much. I want to hold you so very much. I am sure that there is a huge birthday celebration for Jesus in heaven today...and I imagine you are having a most blessed Christmas. You are in our hearts, here on earth honey. Please know I love you taller than heaven, longer than always, and more than love can be defined. God Bless You Sweetheart and have the most joyous Christmas! mom
   Mom (woodstock, GA)
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   December 24, 2005
iTS HARD AROUND TYMES LIKE THESE TO REALIZE THAT YOU ARE GONE. I LOOK AT YOUER PICTURES ALL DAY SOMETIMES ANDI CANT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL.I MISS THE DAYZ WE USED TO HAVE TOGETHER SHOPPIN FOR PEOPLE'S PRESENTS AND THINGS LIKE THZT. YOU ALWAYZ MADE ME SMILE. I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH AND I WILL NOT EVER FORGET YOU. P.S. MERRY CHRISTMAS BABYGIRL. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I DID IT LIKE THAT BUT I STILL HAVE SOO MUCH TO SAY AND I STILL CANT FIND THE WORDS.YOU REALLY ARE MY BEST FRIEND AND YOU STILL LOOK OUT FOR ME TILL THIS DAY AND THE NEXT AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT.I'M KINDA STUCK FOR WORDS RIGHT NOW BUT I KNOW YOU WILL HELP ME FIGFURE IT OUT. LATER BABYGIRL XOXXO
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   December 24, 2005
Merry Christmas Eve baby girl! Your father and I are coming to see you tomorrow, after church. We have some beautiful ornaments for you. Your father bought the most beautiful angel chime. My goodness....the music will be playing for you! Thank you for my Christmas Gift: YOU! Thank you for the gift of you! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with so very much more than love can be defined. God Bless You honey! mom
   Mom (Woodswtock, GA)
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   December 22, 2005
Happy Pre-Merry Christmas baby girl. You have to help me out on this one. This is my first Christmas, since 1985 without you physically here. I'm struggling with that. I love you ever so completely and want you next to me so very, very badly. Claire came over and completely cleaned up your room. Although it was only picking up a few odds and ends; here and there, it is so beautiful and warm. You would like it. I go down there and try to just absorb you! One day we will hold each other again. Until then, please know how very much I love you....taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more than love can define. Thank you for being my daughter Christi Thank you so very much for being you. mom
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   December 19, 2005
Happy Monday baby girl! GUESS WHAT? I received a most beautiful letter from one of your organ recipients. Of course I cried. It was so touching. Guess whose life you saved: A 38 year old woman who counsels children and teens and is a mentor for risk youths. She said in her letter that she knew your kidney was meant for her, by the Grace of God. You go girlfriend!!!! Many people on earth are turning more toward God, because of you. Your mission and your purpose here are unfolding beautifully. God Bless You honey. I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love. Thank you so much for your beautiful gift of life...to me and to many others. mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 18, 2005
Happy December 18th Sweet Angel of Mine. Today is a special date to share with you because your little brother was baptized today. I remember getting you baptized at the age of 5 and thought you were so incredibly adorable accepting the vows to accept Jesus as your Savior. I wore one of your sweaters to the Baptism and felt your arms all around me. Brent said he knew you were there also. I love you so very much honey....taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more than all my love. God Bless You! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 17, 2005
Happy Saturday Baby Girl! THANK YOU FOR YOUR WINGS! Brent scored 10 of the 12 points for his basketball team today and he was so proud. Cole was with us and he thought it was awesome. I'm receiving some beautiful cards and calls from your friends....my goodness you picked some very loving friends! Have I ever told you that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more love than can be defined? God bless you baby girl and thank you for you! I love you sooooooo! I MISS YOU! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 16, 2005
DD,
I just heard about Christi and was totally shocked. It broke my heart and I prayed for her and will pray for her every day of my life as I do for you and yours. Please accept my sincere sympathy. It will be three years on the 18th of December that I lost my son Steve. It kills me and I like you, talk to him every day and pray for him. Maybe he and Christi will look down on us and smile.

Steve
   Steve Zahumensky (Holiday, FL)

   December 14, 2005
Hi sweet baby girl. My goodness you are so flooding my heart with so much love. I certainly hope you can feel it and know how blessed I am to have you and how very proud I am of you. I love you so very completely! Thank you for being my daughter. Thank you God for giving Christi to me and thank you God for embracing Christi until I can see her again. I love you honey, taller than heaven, longer than always and with so much more love than can be defined. God Bless You sweetheart! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   December 12, 2005
Happy happy Monday to my beautiful Angel. When I was in church yesterday, I sat directly behind the last seat you sat in, when you went with me. (That seat was already taken...otherwise, I would have sat there!) When we stood up during the service, I had my hand on that seat and I felt you. I remembered you going to get me a tissue during the service because I was crying. I miss you so very much!!!!! This morning, while going through my emails, I rec'd a generic-junk-email solicitation from an online greeting card company. It came in as "Hugs from Heaven". Of course I opened it and it made me cry. Did you send that to me? I choose to believe you did. Thank you so much honey! Here is a hug backatchya, with more than all my love: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mom!
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   December 10, 2005
Hi beautiful darling angel of mine! Happy Saturday! Once again Brent had wings on his basketball today and scored 3 goals! I hope you saw it! I spent a whole bunch of time in your room last night...I just laid in your bed and absorbed you. How I wish I had more time with you honey! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with much more than all the love I can define. God Bless You honey! mom
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   December 9, 2005
Happy Friday to my beautiful angel! I'm just stopping by to tell you how very much I love you! Thank you for every beautiful breath of your life! I love you so much taller than heaven, so much longer than always and with so much more love than my words or heart can express. With all my love....here's a big ol hug from your mom: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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   December 7, 2005
Happy Wednesday sweet gorgeous wonderful angel baby girl of mine! I MISS YOU SOOOO VERY, VERY MUCH! Dress code for today: Your pink hoody sweatshirt, your jeans and your pink tennis shoes! I had to dress for the occasion. Your father and I are coming to see you today. We have more ornaments for you and I'll be bringing you the ornament that Deb bought for you also. I go to into your bedroom just about everyday. I love being in your room! Yesterday when I was in there....your scent was unbelievably, beautifully strong. I stayed in your room for a bit and just inhaled you! Now if I could just figure out a way to hold you!!!!! We'll get there. You have to help me with that one sweetie. I haven't mastered that side of things yet....but I KNOW there's a way! PAHLEEZE KNOW how very I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love! Here's a hug for you honey: mmmmmmmmmmmmmm! God Bless You baby girl. mom
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   December 6, 2005
Hey Christi ~
What's up sweetie :)
I think of you each day and sometimes talk to you too.
I came across one of the cards I made for you not long ago (and so happy I saved it on my computer) and I had to giggle, actually I laughed out loud. The little ditty about being a lady... and "hugs from trippin' aunt kim" on the back... so fun! The part about "put your dress down when you're done" came from when your Mom and I were little girls in frilly little dresses at church... we just wanted to go play! We always found fun anywhere we could AND always heard... "put your dress down." Repeatedly. We had fun anyway though. We were so little and just wanted to romp and play!! (Screw the lace :) (it was funny
...you had to have been there...)
I have to laugh at what I wrote because at the time I had no idea how appropriately ironic and funny it truly was. (I didn't know...!:)
I read your Mamma's entry to you for the other day. She wrote how you called her "M-om". How truly funny that is! I had the same two syllable name for my mother, your grandmother. I called my mother "Mom-Mom." She has since shortened it to MM. We don't use it much anymore, but I always wondered why it came to be. I thought I was strange. I think I was thirteen or fourteen when I started calling her "Mom-Mom." Hmmmm...
Christi, I look at all of our lives and in spite of everything we have been through, are going through and are in search of... I never challange that God is wisdom beyond anything we are able to understand now. (I am also SO grateful to Him that he gave me permission when I was little to ask questions; folks here don't seem to like that too much :)
I ponder everyday the reason for your death and the role you have, and will continue to have, in each of our lives. I almost wanted to say we have been cheated out the rest of your life here, but somehow I have the greatest sense of peace that you are where you are supposed to be... as it is with each of us here on earth.
I do ask why, and my immediate sense reminds me of God's wisdom once again and of His Grace. He has given us yet another chance to seek Him and truly be accepted just as we are. Each of us shall be responsible before God for all we been. Even with all I have done wrong I am so grateful He celebrates the best in me, I sure don't know why. I am forever grateful for the angel he sent me when I was such a little girl who told me that all will be well and I will be okay. I do not know why things are as they are, yet I do know that you will always remind us of our need to continue our search.
Help us in our search sweet Christi.
Give St. Michael a hug for me.
...and oh yeah, please show your
M-om a hug today.
I love you sweetie...
Always hugs
Aunt Kim
   Aunt Kim Pantle (Pensacola, FL)
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   December 6, 2005
Happy Tuesday baby girl of mine! My goodness you are flooding my heart with so much love. Thank you for you! Thank God for you! By the way, you have a dentist appt! I rec'd a voice mail reminding you. I went to the DDS myself today. erghhhhh! No fun! You know how you always wanted to give me a make-over? Well you have! I don't wear mascara! I usually have something pink on (today: your pink tshoes!) and I stress much less about work because I realize I missed many moments with you "because I had to work". Thank you for my make-over! I love you taller than heaven honey, longer than always and with much more than all my love! mom
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   December 5, 2005
Hi sweet angel of mine. Happy Monday! It's a dreary, cold, wet, rainy day here. I bet your sun-tannin in heaven! I forgot to tell you this little cutie: Yesterday when I got out of bed (in my white, warm comfy PJs), my side of the bed only (white sheets), WAS PINK!!!!!! Did you curl up under the covers honey? I chose to believe you did! Deb and I continued our "get-our-nails-done-together" ritual yesterday, and I thought I'd pull a "Christi". I had them painted Christmas Red and have a beautiful star with a tiny silver stone in the middle of the star....on each pinky finger. Brent said it looked like the Star that led the three wise men to the Baby Jesus. WOW! Well honey bunny, schnookums, peaches, goose: I have to get to work so I will end this message with more than all my love for you, taller than heaven and longer than always! COME SEE ME! mom
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   December 4, 2005
D.., Ron and Ron...

I was shocked when Ron came into the office last week and told me the news. I am so sorry. Chirsti was so full of life from the first time I met her. She will be greatly missed. It seems like just yesterday we were all at the bowling center with her. Just know that she is in a much better place and all of you will be together again.

Love Debbie Stokes-Powell
   Debbie Stokes-Powell (Marietta, GA)
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   December 4, 2005
Happy Sunday sweet baby girl of mine. THANK YOU....for putting wings on Brent's basketball yesterday!!! He scored THREE goals!! He was on top of his game and was so very proud. I could feel you there sweetie! Today we put our Christmas tree up. Before we did so, Debbie S. ("WH": stands for warm hands) gave me an ornament on your behalf. It is the most beautiful message: "Merry Christmas From Heaven" with the most beautiful statement written on it. I know you are spending Christmas with Jesus on HIS glorious birthday. You will be spending it here also!!! Deb also selected a beautiful Angel Ornament for your tree, which I will bring to you. We hung your "elementary" ornaments on our tree, that you made. We hung your bowling ornament and of course I cried. I miss you so very much honey. Thank you for staying so alive in my heart! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love. God Bless you honey! mom
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   December 2, 2005
Happy Friday beautiful baby angel girl of mine. Thank you for touching my soul...thank you for touching my heart....thank you for you! Thank you for bringing me closer to God. Your mission on earth is well and alive! Thank you!!!! I had breakfast with your father this morning. We are trying to make sure everything is perfect for you! LifeLinks (organ donor organization) is making a quilt and you will have a square on there...totally thanking you for your gift of life. Your life continues on earth in so many ways. Have I ever told you that I love you taller than heaven....longer than always and with more than all my love? My goodness I do with all my heart. I love you so very, very much sweetheart! God Bless You, mom
   Mom (Woodstock)
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   December 1, 2005
Happy Thursday sweet beautiful baby girl! It's the first day of December. 2 months since the morning I found you seizing, and 24 days before Jesus's birthday. I am doing a lot of soul searching. I think I'm looking for you and for your safety, your comfort and your happiness. It's a mommy thing. I need to know you're ok. Ron tells me that Brent had wings on his basketball at practice last night. He even said, "Christi was there." From what I hear, Brent was awesome!!!! Thank you baby girl. He loves you so very, very much! I miss you!!!! My goodness how I miss you!!!!!! I was on the phone with Aunt Terry this a.m. and she said "M-om" just like you say it in two syllables. I miss that. Have I ever told you that I love you....TALLER THAN HEAVEN....LONGER THAN ALWAYS....AND MORE THAN LOVE CAN BE DEFINED? I love you missy! Come see me baby girl. I need to hug you so much! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 30, 2005
Good morning sweetheart. Happy Wednesday! I'm all donned up in your baby blue sweats today...and of course..."our bus stop flip flops"! I feel like I'm in PJ's! Thank you for that! I hear your beautiful pink marker is finally in process and I can't wait until you see it. You will love it! It will be solid pink with a full color photo of your beautiful smile...in a pink shirt of course! We ordered the largest marker available so you will be so pretty in pink! Sorry for the delay in getting it to you. We had to make sure it was PERFECT! Your friend Brent stopped by yesterday to see you. He had no clue. My heart went out to him. We watched your beautiful video together and he says he's going to give me the articles written up in the paper about you two and your computer endeavors at Polaris. I have to see if I can find the wood on the top of my desk (underneath all these papers), so I'm signing off (in ink only) but will be with you all day! I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love! God Bless you Baby Girl! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 29, 2005
Hey beautiful baby girl angel of mine. Happy Tuesday! Guess what I'm doing right now? (donned in your pink sweats and our "bus stop flip flops!).....I am picking all of the clothes up off your bedroom floor. (I was the one who made that mess initially cuz I was sorting them to wash them, etc.) I am going to start laundering them and sort them just the way you have the rest of the clothes in your room. I have a ton of work to do today.....but I feel like being with you. I think the clothes fairy came and left more clothes on your floor than I remember sorting initially! My goodness girlfriend...you have a lot of clothes!!!! Richie came by to see me yesterday. He misses you so very much...as we all do honey. With all my heart, please know that I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than I can define love. Have a beautiful day in heaven and COME SEE ME!!! I love you! mom
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   November 29, 2005
Hey Christi I love you and miss You very much Hugs,.thoughts and prayers are with your family..you will be missed with all my heart..
   Lance (Marquand, MO)
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   November 28, 2005
Good night sweet angel baby girl of mine. It's Monday pm. I am missing you so very, very much. My goodness baby....my heart is crying out to hold you. Many of your friends have been calling me and emailing me. I cling to them because I know it's part of you. Have I told you lately how very very much I love you? Taller than heaven....longer than always.....more than love can be defined. God Bless you honey and sleep tight! With more than all my love, mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 28, 2005
Happy Monday baby girl! You ought to see me today.....your baby blue sweats, your pink hoody sweatshirt....and of course: "the bus stop flip flops"! Thank you for wrapping your arms around me! I love you so incredibly much! I went to see you yesterday and hung a pink plaque on the tree above you. It says, "I'm sending you my love". I so hope you can feel all of the love being sent your way. My goodness sweetheart....we love you so much and miss you so much! God Bless you baby girl, with more than all my love....taller than heaven and longer than always....I love you! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 27, 2005
Happy Sunday sweet beautiful angel of mine! I hope you have been feeling all of my love for you. I fell asleep crying for you last night....and believe that when I shut my eyes...not asleep yet....there you were. My heart is so incredibly full of love, devoted to you. Just a few weeks before you joined the Lord, I had you, Brent and Ron in church with me. I cried so much that day because it was so special to me. This morning when I was there, I felt you there also. Remember when you were baptized at the age of 5? Well Brent is 8 and we're getting ready to have him baptized...in the same church I shared with you. I know you'll be there. I'm coming to see you today sweetheart...I have a little gift for you. It's pink of course! I love you so very much, taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all of my love. God Bless You honey! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 26, 2005
I miss you so much sweetheart. I miss you so entirely much. I love you so completely. thank you for you baby girl. mom
   Mom (woodstock, GA)
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   November 26, 2005
To Our Beloved Granddaughter, Christi M. Nowak, whose heart continually beat with both love and laughter.

Just a few short weeks ago, you called us and told us how excited you were to be coming to Tallahassee for Thanksgiving.

Thank you so much for keeping that promise, and thank you so much for being with us, your Mother & Dad, and your brother Brent, and your cousin Ashley for this very special family occasion.

All of us, especially Miss Ashley, so enjoyed loving thoughts and memories of you as we shared stories of your life with us.

And you are in very special company, Miss Christi as your memories were lovingly bundled together with stories of your Great-Grandmother & Great-Grandfather Humbert, who by now have also welcomed you to their hearts.

We had such a blessed gift of time and family these few days together and want to thank you dearly for keeping your promise.

And the "Happy Thanksgiving" card that your Mother signed for you will be kept and close-held for years to come. But you already knew that, didn't you?

With all our love,
   Pattie & Bill Humbert (Tallahassee, FL)

   November 26, 2005
Hi Sweet Angel of mine! Thank you for living in my heart and being with me for Thanksgiving! We got home this afternoon and little Louie made a nest in your bedroom. (Gus wripped my bed sheets to shreds! I guess he doesn't like being left alone!) I've read all of the beautiful notes to you and can only imagine what sort of "container" it would take to hold of the love felt for you. My goodness sweetheart, you are so very loved and missed! I so hope you can feel it!!! You are a true gift from God baby girl...and HE now gets to enjoy your spirit in heaven, as we did on earth. "...Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in heaven..." I love you so very much taller than heaven....so longer than always....and with so much more love than can be defined! God Bless you honey with more than all my love, mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 25, 2005
Hey girl Wow you are muched loved
Andrea swears up and down you are her Guardian Angel I hope so. We All know she needs one.Just thought I would drop you a line
I MISS YOU .
   Scott Fonzo (cumming, GA)

   November 25, 2005
Hi sweetheart! Happy pre-Thanksgiving! I read Deb's message to you and I thought it was so beautiful. There are so many, many people who love you so very much! We had to sign a Welcome Thanksgiving card yesterday, upon our arrival, and of course I signed your name, because I know you were with me. You are ALWAYS with me!! Have I ever told you how much I love you baby girl? Taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love. I miss you so very much baby girl. Have a beautiful day in heaven and come see me! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   November 25, 2005
Watch over us God's newest angel
as we watch over your family here

We'll think of your love and your laughter and memories so dear

Watch over us God's newest angel
and help guide us on our way

We'll carry your memory and love
within us until we see you again
someday.
Kim Pantle
2005

Hey there young lady!
Your Mamma asked me to write something to you, so here's something to you :)
I do talk to you all the time. I have talked to God for as long as I can remember, and for some reason, I have never understood, He has put angels around me all of my life, so I asked if you could one of them too. I hope it's okay and I pray I am worthy of that.
I have to admit a giggle as I picture you introducing yourself around. I always have loved the spirit God blessed you with :)
You make me giggle.
Your life, and yes, even your death, has touched the lives of so many.
The impact of who you were and
who you were growing to be
is now your testimony.
You have now become "teacher" in the direction you strived here to learn for yourself.
I have a favor to ask of you sweetie. I'm not exactly sure how this stuff works but I know somehow it does.
I am worried about my little sister. I'm afraid she will forget how to live. She has so many gifts of spirit she doesn't even see yet. Could you and God send her, and her family here, a little hug, something for her to feel the answer to what her heart yearns for?
(There's all kinds of ways to touch bases. Angel hugs are wonderful in every form they come in :)
I love you Christi honey.
Hugs always
Aunt kim
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   November 24, 2005
Sweet Christi,
This is the first time I am writing in your guest book, I thought it was very appropriate being this is Thanksgiving. Your Mom has said to me, just recently that I was brought into her life for a purpose, but I want her to know how thankful I am for her being a part of my life. First I want to say to you Christi how thankful I am for you and your life. You are greatly responsible for your Mom being the beautiful, extraordinary woman she is today. She is a woman filled with immense love, great joy, laughter and spirit and the faith needed to carry her through the greatest challenge of her life. Please be with her, help to guide her through the darkness. I pray for the days when the heartache fades and only a smile will come across her face when she sees a butterfly, she smells your scent, heres a song, reads a poem, has her nails done or looks at Louie and thinks of you, her precious daughter. Thank you Christi, thank you DD and bless you both.
All my love
"WH"
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   November 24, 2005
Hi most beautiful baby girl of mine. Happy, happy Thanksgiving sweetheart. WOW I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH! I thank God for the love in my heart for you. I thank God for everyday of your life. I thank God that you are with Him...back in HIS arms again...although quite selfishly....I want you back in MY arms again!!!! I love you baby girl...taller than heaven...longer than always....with so much more than all my love! God Bless you baby! mom
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   November 23, 2005
Happy Wednesday beautiful angel of mine. It's the day before Thanksgiving and I am so thankful that God gave you to me....I'm thankful for every hug, for every smile, for every milestone, for learning what unconditional love is all about. I thank God for every breath of your life and I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love. mom
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   November 22, 2005


Hi sweet angel baby girl of mine! Happy Tuesday! Today we are signing in from Egypt. It just sounded interesting! Emily and I have been emailing quite a bit. She is so lovely and so saddened by the news. I've had so many dreams about you lately honey. Is that you talking to me? There are some really beautiful dreams and then there are some where I feel like you are trying to tell me something. Keep them coming honey. I'm all ears and heart! I love you taller than heaven baby girl and wish you a most beautiful day with more than all my love! mom
   Mom (woodstock, GA)
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   November 20, 2005
Happy Sunday beautiful baby angel girl of mine! Today we are signing in from Christmas Island BECAUSE...we are picking out a little Christmas tree for your site today and we are going to paint it pink for you! This Christmas is going to be hard for me, without you. I know how excited you get watching Brent's childhood excitement on Christmas morning. That's the one day of the year that you truly enjoyed waking up early! I love how you and Brent love each other so much! I took a whole bunch of your sweaters to the cleaners (the ones you had in your MANY dirty clothes bins HAHAHA!). I think you'll be keeping me very warm this winter! I'm coming back to see you today...to put your Christmas tree up. I hope you like it! It's beautiful honey, just as you are! I love you taller than heaven with more than all my love...God Bless you sweetheart! Happy Thanksgiving and Merry Pre-Christmas! mom
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   November 19, 2005
Hi sweet beautiful angel baby girl of mine. It's still Saturday but I'm missing you so very much, I had to stop in and give you a hug and tuck my heart in. I went to see you today. Many other people have been visiting you as well. You are donned in pink flowers, a pink necklace and a very cute pumpkin! Your father hung a beautiful pink angel ornament/chimes, in a tree branch that shades your site. I know you love it! I wanted to scoop you up and bring you home...and I know...You are Home...and you are safe...and you are loved, blessed and blissfully happy. Save me a seat honey. I love you taller than heaven and with oh so much more than all the love I can define, mom.
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   November 18, 2005
Hey baby girl! Happy Friday! Today....we are in France! However, I have a 10:30 meeting with a client so we need to be back in time for that! Thank you for picking out my clothes this a.m. I have on a tan sweater of yours and a pair of your shoes....for my meeting. How do you walk in these things? heehee! I'm so used to our "bus stop flip flops"! Brent and I went shopping last night for a brand new baby girl. Of course I remembered having you donned in those teeny tiny pink outfits and blankets. I remember the day I brought you home from the hospital. Aunt Terry was with us. Remember? You had on a cute little pink-flowered outfit that was a wee bit too big! I still have that outfit of yours. I love you so very much honey, taller than heaven...and wish you a most beautiful day with more than all my love, mom
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   November 17, 2005
Hey Sweetheart. This heartfelt message comes from good ol' Georgia, USA. I rec'd a letter today from LifeLink. The organ donor organization. I understand that your liver has saved the life of a 52-year-old male in Ga. Your left kidney has saved the life of a 59-year-old female in GA. AND your right kidney has saved the life of a 38-year-old female in GA. Including myself, your fathers, your brothers and sisters, I know there are many, many people who thank you for your gift of life. All 3 recipients are doing beautifully honey. I'm sure you have a hand in that! Thank you so much for you! I love you taller than heaven honey! With more than all my love, mom
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   November 17, 2005
Happy Thursday baby girl! Today we are signing in from Aruba! It's fun traveling the world with my sweet angel! Brent had many wings on his ball last night and he told me YOU put the wings on his basketball! Thank you so much sweetie! He is so proud and doing so well. I will miss having you beside me and yelling at the referres for their calls.....or missed calls! HAHA! Remember the soccer games. You were such a hoot! Grandma Betty called last night and said the oil painting of you and Brent together (holding hands, [the pic taken from behind you two], looking at one another with so much love) is done. God Mommy Mary called me and said it is the most breathtaking painting she has ever seen in her entire life. They had me crying. I CANNOT WAIT to see it! Grandma Betty said YOU helped her paint it. She could FEEL you! Thank you again darling. I love having you so alive in me. I so much want to hold you, hug you, talk to you and hear you say, "Mo-om" in that 2 syllable way you had of saying it...always giggling while you said it. There are so many, many things I miss about you honey. Here's a big beautiful hug for my baby girl mmmmmmmmmmm with more than all my love, have a beautiful day, mom
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   November 16, 2005
Happy Wednesday Baby Angel Girl of Mine! Today we are signing in from the Caymen Islands but we have to make sure we're back in the U.S. by 11:20 a.m. because I'm going to have lunch with Brent at school today. Wanna come? We'll save you a seat! I need your wings again honey...Brent has basketball practice tonight and seems to have wings on his ball lately! Hmmmm, wonder where that comes from? I just received a note that a tree has been planted in honor of you. You do still have a beautiful way of touching this earth...and our hearts. I love you so very, very much Christi, taller than heaven! And wish you a most beautiful day with more than all my love! mom
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   November 24, 2005
Sweet Christi,
This is the first time I am writing in your guest book, I thought it was very appropriate being this is Thanksgiving. Your Mom has said to me, just recently that I was brought into her life for a purpose, but I want her to know how thankful I am for her being a part of my life. First I want to say to you Christi how thankful I am for you and your life. You are greatly responsible for your Mom being the beautiful, extraordinary woman she is today. She is a woman filled with immense love, great joy, laughter and spirit and the faith needed to carry her through the greatest challenge of her life. Please be with her, help to guide her through the darkness. I pray for the days when the heartache fades and only a smile will come across her face when she sees a butterfly, she smells your scent, heres a song, reads a poem, has her nails done or looks at Louie and thinks of you, her precious daughter. Thank you Christi, thank you DD and bless you both.
All my love
"WH"
   Debbie

   November 24, 2005
Hi most beautiful baby girl of mine. Happy, happy Thanksgiving sweetheart. WOW I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH! I thank God for the love in my heart for you. I thank God for everyday of your life. I thank God that you are with Him...back in HIS arms again...although quite selfishly....I want you back in MY arms again!!!! I love you baby girl...taller than heaven...longer than always....with so much more than all my love! God Bless you baby! mom
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   November 23, 2005
Happy Wednesday beautiful angel of mine. It's the day before Thanksgiving and I am so thankful that God gave you to me....I'm thankful for every hug, for every smile, for every milestone, for learning what unconditional love is all about. I thank God for every breath of your life and I love you taller than heaven, longer than always and with more than all my love. mom
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   November 22, 2005


Hi sweet angel baby girl of mine! Happy Tuesday! Today we are signing in from Egypt. It just sounded interesting! Emily and I have been emailing quite a bit. She is so lovely and so saddened by the news. I've had so many dreams about you lately honey. Is that you talking to me? There are some really beautiful dreams and then there are some where I feel like you are trying to tell me something. Keep them coming honey. I'm all ears and heart! I love you taller than heaven baby girl and wish you a most beautiful day with more than all my love! mom
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   November 20, 2005
Happy Sunday beautiful baby angel girl of mine! Today we are signing in from Christmas Island BECAUSE...we are picking out a little Christmas tree for your site today and we are going to paint it pink for you! This Christmas is going to be hard for me, without you. I know how excited you get watching Brent's childhood excitement on Christmas morning. That's the one day of the year that you truly enjoyed waking up early! I love how you and Brent love each other so much! I took a whole bunch of your sweaters to the cleaners (the ones you had in your MANY dirty clothes bins HAHAHA!). I think you'll be keeping me very warm this winter! I'm coming back to see you today...to put your Christmas tree up. I hope you like it! It's beautiful honey, just as you are! I love you taller than heaven with more than all my love...God Bless you sweetheart! Happy Thanksgiving and Merry Pre-Christmas! mom
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   November 19, 2005
Hi sweet beautiful angel baby girl of mine. It's still Saturday but I'm missing you so very much, I had to stop in and give you a hug and tuck my heart in. I went to see you today. Many other people have been visiting you as well. You are donned in pink flowers, a pink necklace and a very cute pumpkin! Your father hung a beautiful pink angel ornament/chimes, in a tree branch that shades your site. I know you love it! I wanted to scoop you up and bring you home...and I know...You are Home...and you are safe...and you are loved, blessed and blissfully happy. Save me a seat honey. I love you taller than heaven and with oh so much more than all the love I can define, mom.
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   November 18, 2005
Hey baby girl! Happy Friday! Today....we are in France! However, I have a 10:30 meeting with a client so we need to be back in time for that! Thank you for picking out my clothes this a.m. I have on a tan sweater of yours and a pair of your shoes....for my meeting. How do you walk in these things? heehee! I'm so used to our "bus stop flip flops"! Brent and I went shopping last night for a brand new baby girl. Of course I remembered having you donned in those teeny tiny pink outfits and blankets. I remember the day I brought you home from the hospital. Aunt Terry was with us. Remember? You had on a cute little pink-flowered outfit that was a wee bit too big! I still have that outfit of yours. I love you so very much honey, taller than heaven...and wish you a most beautiful day with more than all my love, mom
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   November 17, 2005
Hey Sweetheart. This heartfelt message comes from good ol' Georgia, USA. I rec'd a letter today from LifeLink. The organ donor organization. I understand that your liver has saved the life of a 52-year-old male in Ga. Your left kidney has saved the life of a 59-year-old female in GA. AND your right kidney has saved the life of a 38-year-old female in GA. Including myself, your fathers, your brothers and sisters, I know there are many, many people who thank you for your gift of life. All 3 recipients are doing beautifully honey. I'm sure you have a hand in that! Thank you so much for you! I love you taller than heaven honey! With more than all my love, mom
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   November 17, 2005
Happy Thursday baby girl! Today we are signing in from Aruba! It's fun traveling the world with my sweet angel! Brent had many wings on his ball last night and he told me YOU put the wings on his basketball! Thank you so much sweetie! He is so proud and doing so well. I will miss having you beside me and yelling at the referres for their calls.....or missed calls! HAHA! Remember the soccer games. You were such a hoot! Grandma Betty called last night and said the oil painting of you and Brent together (holding hands, [the pic taken from behind you two], looking at one another with so much love) is done. God Mommy Mary called me and said it is the most breathtaking painting she has ever seen in her entire life. They had me crying. I CANNOT WAIT to see it! Grandma Betty said YOU helped her paint it. She could FEEL you! Thank you again darling. I love having you so alive in me. I so much want to hold you, hug you, talk to you and hear you say, "Mo-om" in that 2 syllable way you had of saying it...always giggling while you said it. There are so many, many things I miss about you honey. Here's a big beautiful hug for my baby girl mmmmmmmmmmm with more than all my love, have a beautiful day, mom
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   November 16, 2005
Happy Wednesday Baby Angel Girl of Mine! Today we are signing in from the Caymen Islands but we have to make sure we're back in the U.S. by 11:20 a.m. because I'm going to have lunch with Brent at school today. Wanna come? We'll save you a seat! I need your wings again honey...Brent has basketball practice tonight and seems to have wings on his ball lately! Hmmmm, wonder where that comes from? I just received a note that a tree has been planted in honor of you. You do still have a beautiful way of touching this earth...and our hearts. I love you so very, very much Christi, taller than heaven! And wish you a most beautiful day with more than all my love! mom
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   November 15, 2005
Happy Tuesday baby girl! We're in Sweden today! It's a bit chilly so I have on your white Adidas jacket AND your brilliant green sweat pants and my vibrant pink nails! I am so stylin sitting here at my computer....all dressed up and no place to go HA! So you took Terry race car driving huh? No speeding tickets in heaven! Remember when you drove me to lunch and I made you drive REAL SLOW! HEHE! It's a mommy thing! I'm glad you and Terry had a good time in the race car! You can take me anywhere in your dreams baby, EXCEPT BOWLING! HAHA! Unless of course you let me win! I love you so very much....taller than heaven....and wish you the most beautiful Tuesday with more than all my love, mom PS Thank you for staying so alive in my heart! I love you again!
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   November 14, 2005
Happy Monday baby girl. Today we are in "the Bahamas" sign in! It's nice traveling the world with my baby girl! I have a friend in Sweden so I think tomorrow we'll "sign in" from Sweden and say hello to Kerstin. Kerstin is on your site regularly and sends me the most beautiful, kind emails and pictures. Little Louie gets to go get groomed tomorrow (while you and I are in Sweden!) My goodness that little dooger doesn't stay white very long! He's super close to being house broken. You would be so proud of him! He only "goes" at night, IF I don't let him sleep in bed with me...then when I'm strolling down for my coffee at 5 a.m., I have to turn on every light in the house to make sure I'm not going to step in Louie's "frustrations" for not letting him sleep in bed with me! I've sorta come to the conclusion that allowing him to sleep with me makes for a pleasant cup of coffee in the a.m.! Anywhoo sweet baby girl, angel of mine...here's a giant hug for you:mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwith more than all my love! mom
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   November 13, 2005
Good morning honey bunny! Happy Sunday! Thank you for putting wings on Brent's basketball yesterday! He was awesome! He scored TWO goals and kept stealing the ball from the opposing team. He was soooo good and so proud! I had on your pink tennis shoes and they worked beautifully on the basketball court...while I passed out uniforms, flyers and snacks! heehee! I'm still in PJs today so I haven't decided which pink article of clothing of yours I will be wearing today. You can help me pick it out. I always did like it when my baby girl helped me pick out something to wear...and I always took your advice...and always looked so cute...well as cute as this ol lady can look! heehee! Deb and I are going to get our nails done today and we're leaving Ron with FOUR boys to take of while we do that. I miss getting my nails done with you. You were always so funny getting them done! Remember when you made them re-do your toes THREE TIMES? HAHAHA! It was July 4th! You were too funny! Come with us today baby...it's on me! I love you so much sweetheart and thank you for being so alive in me! Have a beautiful day in heaven with more than all my love, mom
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   November 12, 2005
Happy Saturday baby girl! Guess what I'm wearing today? Your pink hoody sweatshirt, because I'm coming to see you and I had to dress for the occassion! (I'm going to try your pink tennis shoes on also! Last night I had on your white turtle neck and a pair of little short boots. My feet are killing me today! heehee! (But I looked cute...thank you!) Remember to put wings on Brent's basketball today as it will be his very first "official" game ever. Hope you can be there with us. I know you will definitely be in my heart with us! I thank you every day for being in my heart sweetie. We love you Taller Than Heaven baby girl. Have a beautiful day in heaven with more than all my love, mom
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   November 11, 2005
Happy beautiful Friday baby girl! I am donned in your baby blue sweats today. Thank you for keeping me so warm and so close to you! I SAW YOU with my eyes closed last night. I wasn't asleep. I closed my eyes and there was your beautiful face....glowing! God Bless You! I took Louie's big side-kick, Gus, to the vet today and Louie misses him! He has no one to pick on...no tails to chew and swing on!....so I gave him a piece of cheese! HA! He's outside right now annoying the neighbors with his cute (annoying) little yipper bark! Gus had to go in for his annual shots, grooming, etc. Louie goes in on Tuesday cuz he needs grooming bigtime! (Part of Brent's lollipop is stuck in Louie's fur!...and his hair is growing too long over his eyes!) You know the bag of lollipops you had in your room...Brent and Louie share them! Brent eats them...drops a piece...and coats Louie's fur with the lollipop chips that fall down! Louie hangs around Brent all the time because he knows "something will be spelt, fall to the floor, and be worth eating!" Louie is like having a mobile dust-buster around! We found a recorded tape of you when you were 8 years old! It is such a hoot. It was taped at school. You said "Mommy tried to make some cupcakes and they were a disaster! But everyone came and ate them anyway!" It was too funny! Thank you for the laughs honey bunny! I do miss you so very much! We're coming to see you tomorrow. Have a beautiful Friday honey, and know that we love you taller than heaven! mom
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   November 10, 2005
Hi baby girl. Happy Thursday! Dress code for today: donned in your pink sweat pants! Thank you for keeping me warm and cute-in-pink on this chilly Thursday! Brent, Ron and I are going to come see you this weekend, right after Brent's basketball game on Saturday. It will be his very first game ever. Put wings on his ball baby! Last night he and I were flipping a little string-on-a-ball-into-a-cup-thingy game and he said, "Christi, help me get this ball in the cup" and lo and behold....it went straight into the cup.....and he beat me! You go girlfriend! I love you taller than heaven honey and wish a most beautiful pink day with more than all my love, mom
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   November 9, 2005
Happy Wednesday baby girl! Today I have on your brilliant green sweat pants! I definitely stood out in the crowd at Brent's bus stop this morning! You must be aiming some sunshine our way because we are having some beautiful days here! Have you seen Aunt Terry's view from her new home? It is so incredibly beautiful....fall leaves and mountains as far as the eye can see. Of course, you probably have an "angel's view"! I still wish I could hop up there for a bit and make sure you are comfy. Maybe bring you some Ramen noodles and one of your pink jackets! I just popped in to say hello. Feel free to pop in here anytime. Here's a big hug for you: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. I love you TALLER THAN HEAVEN honey and wish you a beautiful day with more than all my love, mom.
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   November 8, 2005
Happy Tuesday to my "baby girl in pink"! I'm really having a tough time today.....missing you. I sure could use one of your famous hugs! Have I ever told you how very, very, very much I love you?!!! God Bless your sweet beautiful heart! I miss you so much honey. I have on one of your striped sweaters again....and again....I look like a jack-in-the-hat! Thank you for your arms around me. I so wish I could put mine around you! I love you sweetheart and wish you a beautiful day in heaven, with more than all my love, mom
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   November 7, 2005
Hi baby girl! Happy Monday! Most people aren't all that crazy about Mondays because it means they all have to go back to work and school. I kinda like Mondays because I get to spend a few quiet moments with you....in between ad deadlines! A couple of your friends called me last night and said that you were in the room. They said "out of nowhere" they smelled your favorite cologne! Neither of them had that cologne on....or even owned it. While you are making "your rounds", come by and give me a great big hug! I love you TALLER THAN HEAVEN honey and wish you a most beautiful day, with more than all my love, mom
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   November 6, 2005
Hi baby girlfriend! Happy Sunday! Ron got back in town last night and guess what he brought me: a new pink shirt and a pink hat to keep me in the style in which I have loved becoming accustomed! I never knew how much I loved Pink until I was completely surrounded by it! Your marker is going to be PMS COLOR 230. It is a gorgeous cross between a baby-pink and a vibrant pink. You will stand out in the crowd baby! It takes about 8-10 weeks, but I will let you know when it's there. You can supervise the installation and make sure they get it perfect! Is heaven pink? You know, I was at the bus stop picking Brent up the other day and a butterfly landed on my tennis shoe and just sat there. Was that you? They say a butterfly is a symbol of new life. I hope your new life is more than you could ever have imagined and is bringing you many blessings! I love you so much honey....TALLER THAN HEAVEN! God Bless you with more than all my love, mom.
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   November 5, 2005
Happy Saturday Baby Girl. I'm glad you heard from Terry. She and I had a great visit yesterday and it was all about you! I love talking about you. I love sharing stories and memories! Laughs....cries....and so much love! Today I have on your baby green and yellow striped sweater....and your jeans. I've always been against stripes-that-go-around because I am so short-waisted...I look like a pale version of the cat-in-the-hat! But I love having your arms around me. I also have OUR "bus stop flip flops" on. You know the ones that you let me borrow to take Brent to the bus stop and then when I get home, you want them back? They are a bit frazzled because YOUR DOG Louie has been chewing on them! Help me train that little pup of yours cutie! I woke up early with all good intentions of paying bills today and seeing if I could find the wood on the top of my desk. It's almost 11:00 and I have done none of that because I've been enjoying emailing your Aunt Terry and reading all of the notes on your sites. I love you so much baby girl...TALLER THAN HEAVEN! Send me a hug! Here's one for you...mmmmmmmmmmmmm! With more than all my love, mom.
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   November 4, 2005
Hi Honey! Happy Friday! Your father is coming over this morning to help pick out a gorgeous PINK marker for you. We decided not to settle on our previous options (Not pink enough!) so we are meeting with someone this morning to find that Perfect Pink, with a Pink vase and your beautiful picture on it. And of course, I have your PINK sweater on and a PINK stuffed Louie sitting on my computer staring at me! Have I ever told you I LOVE YOU TALLER THAN HEAVEN?!! Please give a Anke a big hug from her mom and from me. I hope by now you two have met each other and will join forces in giving Ria and myself a great big giant hug! mmmmmmmmmmmmm! Please have a most beautiful day AND COME SEE ME! I love you baby girl of mine...the door is always open. My heart is always open. Take sweet precious care with more than all my love! mom
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   November 3, 2005
Hey baby girl. I see you have met Ria, Anke's mom. I just met her this morning and love her dearly already. We spent much time on the phone together! If you see Anke in heaven, hold her hand and trade stories! Then share them with us! :) I've seen a picture of Anke and she is beautiful. You two look so much alike! Beautiful smiles! Much spirit! I love you taller than heaven honey.....always! My door and my heart are always open! (I have your favorite Ramen Noodles here...calling your name!) It must be lunchtime somewhere! Anywhoo, find Anke in heaven and you two will probably be good roommates. You have alot in common! Anke: Hugs and love to you too sweetheart! Talk to you later girls! All my love, mom
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   November 3, 2005
Happy Thursday Baby Girl! I finally got the load of pink stuff out of the dryer (I ran the dryer so many times a wrinkle could not survive in there!) I am now donned in your pink, very comfy hoody sweatshirt. Thank you for your arms around me once again! (Brent has been wearing one of my gender-generic jackets to school and I told him to think of it as my arms around him. It's amazing how we can share our hugs when we can't quite be there in person! I am receiving many heartfelt emails from people around the U.S. that I don't even know...all because of you. My goodness girlfriend, you touch many! Thank you! I am the blessed one that had all 20 years of your life! I thank God and thank you for that! It's starting to get chilly outside and I wonder if you're warm enough in the sleeveless pink sweater...then again...I imagine you are very close to the SON and very warm. With more than all my love and my heart, I love you and wish you a most beautiful Thursday. Here's a hug for you: mmmmmmmmmmmmmm! Send me one back! God Bless you baby girl! mom
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   November 2, 2005
Hi honey. It's still Wednesday. I just had to tell you how basketball practice went...with me being assistant coach! HA! Brent and I got there early and laughed and giggled while I tried to steal the ball from him. I couldn't get it! (Whose side are you on anyway? heehee!) He made some awesome shots! As far as me being assistant...they have these really comfy blue tumbling mats stacked up beside the court...I sat there and gave the kids the thumbs up and high fives! I was an awesome asst! Ha! They didn't seem to need my "expertise" in basketball! By the way....what is skrimage and how do you spell it? HEEHEE! I love you so much baby girl! Sleep tight honey, with more than all my love,mom
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   November 2, 2005
Happy happy Wednesday Baby Girl! In case I haven't told you lately, I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH...."TALLER THAN HEAVEN" as we say in our house! We're still working on getting your beautiful pink marker for your waterfront property view! I think my house is slowly turning pink! Hope Ron likes it! HAHA! Today I have on your baby blue sweat pants because all the pink stuff is still in the dryer. You know how I just LOVE doing laundry and jump all over it! Tonight I will be assistant basketball coach for Brent's 2nd grade team because Ron can't make it. This oughta be a true hoot! Put some wings on my ball honey! heehee! I love you more than anything baby....as I said....TALLER THAN HEAVEN! Have a beautiful day with more than all my love, mom.
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   November 1, 2005
Happy Tuesday baby girl of mine! The kids are out of school today and are so bored because I have to work! I need my little Christi-helper-so-good-with-kids today! Did I tell you I wos trying to catch up on paper work Sunday and while sitting at my computer, my fingers went on "auto pilot" and changed the TV station without even knowing it? Guess what was playing? Pay It Forward! Ron and I both cried! It's such a beautiful tribute to all aspects of life. As you are!!!! I love you "taller than heaven" honey and wanted to say hello. (I'm washing all of your pink shirts, because I've worn them all! Today I have on one of your yellow sweatshirts. Thank you for your arms around me!) Have a beautiful day! More than all my love, mom
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   October 31, 2005
Happy Monday baby girl! It's actually "officially Halloween", although our neighborhood went trick-or-treating Saturday night. Brent is going again tonight with a buddy of his in another neighborhood. Whatever shall we do with all of the candy? Remember all of the grief I gave you about your dog Louie? Let me update you! He's ALMOST house broken! He LOVES Cheetoes!....and I think it's just a matter of time before Animal Control shows up because he sits in our back yard and yips and barks all day.....inbetween Cheetoes! He also needs a bath! (Are you available? heehee!) He scratched on your bedroom door again this a.m., wanting to see "his mommy". I guess he decided his "grandmommy" would do and hopped on my lap for some loving! We all miss you so much sweetheart! So very much! Have another beautiful day in heaven! (Do they have "seasons" in heaven? Here's a hug to keep you warm: mmmmmmmmmmmmmm! With more than all my love and as we used to say, "I love you taller than heaven!" mom
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   October 30, 2005
Hi baby girl again! Happy Sunday! We set our clocks back an hour last night so you got an extra hour's sleep, which I KNOW YOU LOVE! Heehee! Deb and I went to get our nails done last weekend...can you guess what color I chose? PINK! You know those great pictures I took of you and Brent, holding hands, walking away and smiling at one another? Mom is doing an oil painting for me of the most beautiful picture of you and Brent. I CANNOT WAIT TO GET IT and hang it up. I was just looking at the beautiful Mother's Day frame you put together for me, with all of those beautiful pictures of you and Brent over the years. You put a lot of time and heart into that. Thank you so very much! Thank you so very much for you! Have a beautiful Sunday honey, again with more than all my love! mom
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   October 29, 2005
Hey Baby Girl! Happy Saturday! We had halloween in our neighborhood tonight and MISSED YOU SO MUCH! The kids were so adorable! We did the traditional: table food and gathering at our house...the guys took the kids around the neighborhood and the girls sat outside and passed out candy! What a deal! Your last Halloween costume was an angel...and a most beautiful one at that. Your "Halo" is still on your bed post! Were you an angel "in training"? I love you so very, very much honey and miss you tremendously. I hope you got to see the cute little trick-or-treaters tonight! God Bless you with more than all my love always... mom
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   October 28, 2005
Hi Sweetheart. Guess who again?! Happy Friday! You know that awesome toasted turkey and cheese sandwhich you always made me? Well, 5 lbs later (HA) and a few weeks later, it has become Brent's favorite! I am going to have lunch with him today at school and while putting him on the bus this a.m. he said, "Don't forget to bring me the toaster turkey and cheese!" I assured him I would not forget! We'll start calling it "Christi's Club Sandwhich"! I went down to your room and picked out another pink sweater of yours to wear. I feel so close to you when I have on your clothes! You have awesome taste in the comfy stuff! With more than all my heart honey, I wish you a beautiful day! God Bless you! mom
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   October 27, 2005
Happy Thursday baby girl. I am so glad this site is here for me to write to you. There are so many things I want to say and I may be hogging the pages! Brent had his 2nd basketball practice last night and I understand he is a star player. Might there be an angel on the field? Thank you for his wings. Brent adores you and you were always there for him.....homework, bowling, fun times, cuddling! Thank you! I have yet to send the zillion "thank you's" to all who have expressed their sentiments in the most kind loving way. My business is booming and many ad requests have come in. I warned all of my clients that their ads will probably be all pink, with just their logo on them! I don't know how long these pages will stay up, but I hope to copy them and treasure all of the love sent your way, forever! Have a beautiful day in heaven honey and know how very much you are loved! With more than all my love, mom
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   October 26, 2005
Good Morning honey. Happy Wednesday. Knowing your sleep schedule, you are still sleeping! If you hear "You've Got Mail", just hit the snooze button and check it later. We've ordered a beautiful "pink" marker for you. I think you'll like it! It's probably the only pink one there so you'll stand out, as you always do! I love you with all my heart honey and miss you so incredibly much! Please have a beautiful day in heaven and send me a hug! Here's one for you baby girl: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! With more than all my love, mom
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   October 24, 2005
Happy Monday baby girl! Did I ever mention how very much I love you and MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH? Today I am wearing your jeans and your white Adidas jacket. Again, I feel your arms all around me. Baby girl...I so miss you!!!!! Ask God if HE will let you come visit me. I am looking at your very happy, spririted picture right now and I just want to reach out and grab you from the frame...and believe that I am hugging you once again. THANK YOU for being my daughter. Thank you for your life and all of the blessings you have brought me. I so hope you are receiving many, many blessings in return. I love you baby girl! mom
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   October 21, 2005
Christi: this is from a friend of mine honey. I KNOW you are in good, happy, loving hands! A sick man turned to his doctor, as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough." All my love on this Friday, mom
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   October 21, 2005
Happy Friday sweetie! Brent and I went to see you yesterday. He brought you some pink flowers and tried to plant them for you. We gave you a big ol kiss and hug and felt so close to you. Your father actually took me out there earlier in the day and I took Brent to see you, after school. Even in heaven baby, you are so pretty in pink! I love you so very much honey. Have a beautiful beautiful day! mom
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   October 20, 2005
"Wherefore hast Thou afflicted Thy servant?" --Numbers 11:11

Our heavenly Father sends us frequent troubles to try our faith. If our faith be worth anything, it will stand the test. Gilt is afraid of fire, but gold is not: the paste gem dreads to be touched by the diamond, but the true jewel fears no test. It is a poor faith which can only trust God when friends are true, the body full of health, and the business profitable; but that is true faith which holds by the Lord's faithfulness when friends are gone, when the body is sick, when spirits are depressed, and the light of our Father's countenance is hidden. A faith which can say, in the direst trouble, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him," is heaven-born faith. The Lord afflicts His servants to glorify Himself, for He is greatly glorified in the graces of His people, which are His own handiwork. When "tribulation worketh patience; and patience, experience; and experience, hope," the Lord is honoured by these growing virtues. We should never know the music of the harp if the strings were left untouched; nor enjoy the juice of the grape if it were not trodden in the winepress; nor discover the sweet perfume of cinnamon if it were not pressed and beaten; nor feel the warmth of fire if the coals were not utterly consumed. The wisdom and power of the great Workman are discovered by the trials through which His vessels of mercy are permitted to pass. Present afflictions tend also to heighten future joy. There must be shades in the picture to bring out the beauty of the lights. Could we be so supremely blessed in heaven, if we had not known the curse of sin and the sorrow of earth? Will not peace be sweeter after conflict, and rest more welcome after toil? Will not the recollection of past sufferings enhance the bliss of the glorified? There are many other comfortable answers to the question with which we opened our brief meditation, let us muse upon it all day long.
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   October 20, 2005
Happy Thursday honey bunny. Have I mentioned how very much I love you? I love being able to write to you and I hope this guest book has a zillion pages! The sentiments and cards are still pouring in. My goodness baby girl....you sure attract an audience! I imagine they've made you the entertainment director in heaven....and you have everyone full of smiles and laughter! Brent started basketball last night (for the first time ever!) and was the star player! Did you help him get those balls in the hoop? I was so happy for him because he's been a little sad lately, missing his big sister so much, and he came home so proud and so happy. THANK YOU! I'll have to tell you about the PAY IT FORWARD movement on your behalf. We are doing an "In Loving Memory of Christi Nowak" movement with the Pay It Forward org. You keep on touching lives baby girl. You are always in mine! Thank you for you! I love you honey! mom
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   October 19, 2005
Hi beautiful baby girl. It's still Wednesday and you are ALL OVER my heart! Aunt Terry stopped by and gave me 2 beautiful crosses (which she also gave to you....to stay with you....at the service). They are both pink (go figure!). She wrote a beautiful poem for you:

This Journey into Heaven

My butterfly stays with me on
this journey into heaven.
I leave with you a gift in Spirit
My forever love is given.

I am my Father's keeper now,
And hold His Angel's glow.
These jewels in life will carry us through,
As only Our Savior can know.

It is Thy will for our souls to be
Bound always by the hearts.
I share with you...
As the start shine through......
The Everlasting, but never apart.

Grandma Betty also sent beautiful butterfly magnets today.....a symbol of the new life gift you gave to others...both in life and through your beautiful organs!

I do love you so unconditionally and so completely baby girl. We all do. Send me a hug. Here's one for you: mmmmmmmmm. All my love, mom
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   October 19, 2005
Good morning Sweetheart. (Do you have the same sleep schedule in heaven as you had on earth? If so, I'm sorry if I woke you so early!) I'm plowing through paper work and listening to Melissa Etheridge as a guest on Good Morning America. In case you haven't seen your beautiful presentation yet, Melissa does the intro song to the gorgeous video of your life: I run for life; I run for hope.....and she does the "exit" song....The angels are calling but this does not mean goodbye." I wish I could hop up there for a little bit and make sure you have everything you need and let you know how much you are loved. It's a "mommy" thing. I love you so completely and miss you unbelievably so. You know my door and my heart are always open to you honey. Check in once in awhile! Happy Wednesday baby girl of mine. God Bless you with more than all my love, mom.
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   October 18, 2005
Hi there Christi. :)

I've thought about you every day. Sometimes it's sad but mostly I feel happy for you that you are back home. I hope you are having a good day. I just woke up (around noon) and am about to head out to do some work for a few clients. I slept in a little bit because I didn't get to take a "me day" last week because of this or that. (yeah I know.. hehe excuses. :P ) I bet every day up there for you now is a "me day". That's gotta be pretty sweet. I wonder what the pillows are like up there.

Your Mom sent me an email linking to the pay it forward foundation and I think that it's so awesome what you have inspired. I haven't watched that movie in a long time but I'll go pick it up again. You have inspired me with so many things latley. Every time I think about you I feel better. Like anything that happens is truly for a reason and that if things get too hard you and everyone up there will try and send some warm thoughts our way to get us through it. We just have to listen.

I've been doing so much better with my business in the past few weeks and I really feel you have a lot to do with it. It's not even limited to just work. I’ve just felt more at ease and faithful that things will be ok. Thanks for that.

I hope you guys fun today up there. I get these silly thoughts of all you guys up there playing badminton and drinking Kool-Aid. Who knows where that came from. Badminton is pretty fun though. Hehe..

Anyway, give everyone a hug for me. Talk to you later.

P.S. I almost forgot. Please please tell God thanks for Cassie. Who knows where he had been hiding her all these years but tell him it was worth the wait.
   Christian Pantle (Phoenix, AZ)
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   October 18, 2005
You meant so much to all of us
You were special and that's no lie
You brightened up the darkest day
And the cloudiest sky

Your smile alone warmed hearts
Your laugh was like music to hear
I would give absolutely anything
To have you well and standing near

Not a second passes
When you're not on our minds
Your love we will never forget
The hurt will ease in time

miss you sweetie
   Scott Fonzo (cumming, GA)

   October 18, 2005
Happy Tuesday Baby Girl! I just wanted to let you know that I transferred Louie's vet records to my vet and he's there today.....getting an exam and a nice warm bath. Louie misses you! He scratches on your bedroom door and when I let him in, he curles up on top of one of your clothes piles. Everybody misses you so much! I'm having many dreams about you and am wondering if it's you talking to me. I choose to think so! I love you baby girl! Have a beautiful Tuesday in heaven! With MORE THAN ALL MY LOVE, mom.
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 17, 2005
Betty, Didi, and family.

I am sorry for your loss. I know the pian and joy you are going through. She is in a better place with God and his family. You are all in my thoughts and prayres. Peace and love to all. Janet Matroni
   Janet Matroni (PENSACOLA, FL)

   October 17, 2005
Happy Monday baby girl. Have I ever told you how much I miss you and love you? Noelle bought me a little pink "Louie" that I keep on my computer. It's a Ty Beanie Baby and its name is Glitters. The tag says, "I have a dream I must confess, I wish that I was a princess, I'd sit upon my royal throne, While servants bring my royal bone!" You would love it! It is so adorable and so you! Me and my little pink Louie have to get to work, but I wanted to wish you a super happy Monday honey....with all my love! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 16, 2005
To Our Beloved Granddaughter, Christi M. Nowak, whose heart continually beat with both love and laughter:

In temporal time, Christi, it was about this time one week ago when some 250 of God’s creatures who are your family and friends gathered together as Reverend Nancy Folsom led us in a celebration of your life. On that misty, rainy Sunday in Atlanta, you were with us, around us, and very much a part of us, Honey…..you were with us much the same way you will always be, and much the same way we enjoyed your company in the past, especially at Thanksgiving.

Your cheerful countenance so brightened our family Thanksgiving holidays in 2001 and again in 2004. Christi, with just one simple question and one brief sentence, you made your younger cousin Ashley feel so very warm and secure last Thanksgiving! Thank you.

We are eagerly looking forward to you being with us, around us, and very much a part of us during Thanksgiving of 2005.

God Bless You, Christi, and keep yourself in the love of God and the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto your eternal life.

With much Love, and many, many happy memories of you.

Your Grandmother Patt and your Grandfather Humbert.
(we included some very precious photos)
   Patt & Bill Humbert (Tallahassee, FL)

   October 15, 2005
Hi you beautiful baby girl of mine. Happy Saturday! We took Brent to the Fall Festival today and missed you being with us. You are so awesome with kids! Did you see your 6th grade teachers at your service? They commented at how you had just come to visit them (when we did Brent's Meet-and-Greet) before school started and gave them a "famous Christi Hug!" I'm still reading all of the beautiful cards and sentiments coming in for you. I have to figure out how to thank EVERYBODY for you. Everybody has been so kind and loving. My goodness girlfriend, you touched many, many hearts! I had a dream about you last night. It was beautiful and you were as giving as ever. You were giving your heart.....back to yourself........and deservingly so! I love you honey! I miss you sooooooo much! Send me a hug! Here's one for you: mmmmmmmmmmmm. God Bless You sweetheart, love mom.
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 14, 2005
Ron,
I am deeply saddened for your loss. Christi would want you to continue on and try to make the world a better place for young kids.

Your friend,

Ace
   Ace Collett (Hiram, GA)
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   October 14, 2005
Happy Friday honey! I miss you and love you so entirely much. You would not believe how many people are carrying your loving heart through "good deeds", on your behalf. We have selected the Pay It Forward theme to honor your loyalty to your friends and family and all that you believed in. My goodness....everybody is paying it forward. You have touched soooooo many lives and I know that your life will continue to touch many hearts. You touched a brand new, premature baby at the hospital yesterday....with a pink cross. I know you were there and embracing the new life. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR YOU! I love you honey. Have a beautiful day in heaven today and check in once in awhile so I know you're ok. God Bless you so much! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 13, 2005
Our sincerest sympathy to Betty and the entire Nowak family on the loss of Christi.
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   October 13, 2005
Happy Thursday baby girl. I'm guessing by now you have completed Heaven Orientation 1-0-1 and you are probably running a few departments up there already. The beautiful cards, gifts, flowers and sentiments are still pouring in. I have to find a way to thank everybody, on your behalf. (You always did know how to delegate!) I love you with all my heart honey and just wanted to wish you a beautiful happy day! God Bless You...mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 12, 2005
My cousin Christi. It’s unfair to all of those around you that you only got to be in this life and around us for 20 short years. I know that no one on this earth loves you more than your mom does and I feel that THAT love is reaching you no matter where you are. In fact, I know that the love each person who you have touched in your life is touching you right now. I hope you can feel all these warm thoughts being sent your way.

Personally, I have no clue where we go when we leave these bodies. I’ve struggled with that for as long as I can remember. I hope that you are in heaven watching over us and giving us all strength and making us smile when things get hard. God knows we could use all the smiles and hugs you could send our way. Could you send your Mom some extra hugs and warm feelings, I know that she really could use some. Also, if you could please make sure to give God a big hug for me, that would be great. Also tell him that I don’t understand why He wants things a certain way sometimes, but I’m sure He knows what He’s doing. He made you after all.

We lost contact after I moved from Florida but when I was there as a kid, I remember you coming to grandma’s and we had such good time. Remember playing Super Mario on gameboy for hours and hours? You showed me all the secret spots and how to get to the end of the game in no time. I thought you were so cool for knowing all the little secrets of that game. You were so damn funny back then. I’m sure you never lost that quality. I remember you were always making the family crack up about anything. I always thought you were so smart beautiful and funny. I still can’t believe you are gone. Even still. No matter what I or anyone believes in my short 25 years of life I have at least learned that someone is watching out for us and everything happens for a reason.

I know you left for a reason, and I’m pretty sure it was just your time. I’m guessing that you finished up all the things God wanted you to do before he’d let you back into heaven. Why did you have to finish them all so dang early though?? You WERE always good at finding all the little secrets of those games and were able to finish early. I guess you just found all the secret spots and got to the end of this game in no time too. If you have internet access up there in heaven maybe you could post the spots so we all can get up there and hang out early too. I’ll bring the mountain dew!

I’m going to miss you a lot. It’s still surreal to me that you are gone. I don’t think it has hit me until today that I’ll never get to see you again. I’m so sorry I wasn’t able to fly down to say goodbye to you, but maybe it’s just better that way. I’d rather not say goodbye. I would just rather know that you are still around making people smile, laugh and get through hard times. You just don’t live in Georgia anymore.

I love you Cousin. I’ll see you on the flip side.
   Christian Pantle (Phoenix, AZ)
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   October 12, 2005
Christi, you brought a lot of joy and laughter into my life during the years that I lived with your father. Your special personality will be greatly missed. Thank you for sharing your time with me. God bless you and all of Ron and DD's family and friends.
   Ron Potter (Dayton, OH)
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   October 12, 2005
Hi beautiful baby girl. Happy Wednesday! I've asked your beautiful friends to watch the movie "Pay it Forward" and to "pay it forward" as you did in your life. You are the most loyal friend and I have watched you be "on call" anytime anybody has ever needed you. I love you so completely baby girl! Someone told me today that our children are "on loan" to us. How blessed I am to have been chosen to be your mother. I love you honey. Have a good day in heaven!!! mom
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 11, 2005
Rest in peace Christi. God will take care of you. You will remain forever in our hearts and memories.
   Bernadette Brown (Marietta, GA)
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   October 11, 2005
Hey baby girl. This is your mom. I just wanted to say Happy Tuesday to you! I love you so completely and miss you so entirely. Thank you for being born! I hope you get to see all the beautiful messages being sent your way. You are so loved! (I did ask God to make sure you had a cell phone with unlimited messaging and minutes on it!) Here's a great big giant hug for the most beautiful girl in my life! mmmmmmmmmmm! I love you sweetheart! mommy
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
Dear Ron and D. D.,

Christi's passing deeply saddens me. My heart is in my throat...and with so many tears running down my face I can hardly write this to you.

I remember holding Christi in my arms when she was only a few weeks old and watching her grow in her early years. She truly was a miracle child.

I know you miss her...and that you always will. Her relatives and friends will miss her, too. So will I.

Please accept this very brief note as a sincere expression of our deepest and heartfelt sympathy. Our hearts and our prayers are with you and your loved ones.

Christi, rest in peace...you are now surrounded by God's everlasting love.

TC & Yvonne
   Terry Colbert (Las Vegas, NV)
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   October 10, 2005
Christi, in my heart forever, knowing that you are in heaven looking down on us, gives me hope. You meant so much to me, I think you were quite possibly the most amazing girl I have ever met. I am glad me and you were so close. I am glad that I had you in my life.

I made a memorial site for christi, it is www.midgatuners.com, I invite all of her friends to come share a moment they had with her.

It's just like what was said at the funeral, think about what she has done to toucch your life, I know shes touched mine forever.
   Jamey Cicalese (Macon, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
Dear Ron and DD. Nick and I are so sorry for your loss. We just heard about Christi today. Our hearts and prayers are with you. We are no longer neighbors but our lives will be forever touched.
   Billie O'Neill (Woodstock, GA)

   October 10, 2005
Christi, My heart is heavy and I will miss you so very much. I know you are in a better place and you are at peace. I loved you so much.
I will always remember that little girl who followed me everywhere. You were so curious and loving. Everytime I turned around there was that cute little smile. I will miss and cherish the times we had. You touched so many lives and we won't be the same without you. You have a beautiful spirit and please know you will always be with me in my heart. Love always, Your Brother
   Tim Nowak (Marietta, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
Dear DD and family of Christie

I never met your wonderful, young daughter, but I am a good friend of the family. I am so glad that Christie is among the angels with God and resting in peace. May God bless and be with all of you and help you during this difficut time.

With all my love,

Kris McRainey, Hampton, VA
   Kris McRainey (Hampton, VA)
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   October 10, 2005
Christi was an amazing young woman, person, and friend. She will be missed by all but never forgotten. We lost 2 very close friends when we went in to the 7th grade, now ive also lost her. We'll all be together soon enough. My thoughts, prayers, and condolences go out to the family and friends.
RIP
   Chris Lineback (Woodstock, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
Dearest DD and family of Christie.
I never met your beautiful daughter, but I know how wonderful she must have been, and now she is an angel with God and resting in peace. God be with all of you my dear friends. With all my love
Kris McRainey, Hampton, VA
   Kris McRainey (Hampton, VA)
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   October 10, 2005
Dear Christi, your life was short here on earth but I take comfort in the fact that you have begun a new chapter on your journey that is now filed with serenity and happiness. If you did not know before how many people truly loved you and how many lives that you have touched I am sure you do now as you look down with that beautiful smile of yours at us all. You will be missed more than you know. Love your sister-in-law Dawn
   Dawn Nowak (Marietta, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
To the Family:

It is evident that Miss Christi was someone special... the personality, the spirit, the reinventing, the feisty and that smile and laugh that was so infectious. This young lady has left such an indelible mark on the hearts of those she has touched in her waaay too short life.

I know your hearts are heavy and the pain is deep but know you were Blessed to have such a spirit with you and rejoice in knowing her spirit has been set free.

Your family is wonderful and I pray you all can muster the strength you need to carry on and support each other. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Much love.
   Charlene Clory (Riverdale, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
Our sincerest sympathys to the entire Nowak family on the loss of Christi.
I've known Christi from the time she was a little girl and watched her grow into a beautiful young lady. It is a tragic loss for her to be taken at such a young age.
With deepest sympathy
Christian & Christine Roberts
   Christian Roberts (Kennesaw, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
Christi, my daughters and I will always miss you. We shared so many happy moments together that we will treasure forever. Your caring and thoughtfulness were especially appreciated. You left us way too soon, you had so much so much more to experience and give. Our deepest sympathies go out to all the friends and family you have left behind.
PS: Do they have "s'mores" in heaven?
   Bruce Arthun (Scottsdale, AZ)
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   October 10, 2005
My sweet loving daughter, I hardly know where to begin to let you know how much I'm going to miss you. You were my "MIRACLE CHILD" and I cherish so many moments that we shared through your short stay on this earth. I looked forward to watching you realize many of your dreams, however, GOD has a plan for you and you will help others through your new position by his side. You have been my friend as well as a loving, caring, and beautiful daughter. I will miss you deeply. With all my love forever, I look forward to the day I can hold you in my arms once again. LOVE, YOUR DEVOTED DAD
   Ron Nowak (Marietta, GA)
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   October 10, 2005
Ron & Family?

Our deepest condolences on such an untimely loss. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Peace & Blessings,
Kia and Tony Ross
   Kia Ross (Chamblee, GA)

   October 10, 2005
Christi, I know just how proud you would be to know how many peoples lives you have touched in your short precious life. The out pouring of love for you today was overwhelming. I even had the honor to spend a few very special hours with your mom at the house. I now know where you get your infectious smile and vivacious personality from!! She is so very proud of you. You will be missed by so many, but we will all cheerish the memories. Your forever friend, Sasha**
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   October 9, 2005
Christy...
You will be missed very much. You were a great friend and a wonderful person. I can not beleive that you were taken away so soon. I know that you are in a better place now. My condolonces to your family. Your ImportAtlanta family will never forget you!
   Pablo Rodriguez (Gainesville, GA)
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   October 9, 2005
Christi,
I love you so much. You are always going to be in my heart and I will try to pass your love on to as many people who will accept it. You are truly the most beautifully spirited woman I've ever come to know, and there isn't a soul who doesn't appreciate what you've endowed upon them. May you find happiness in a world without all the struggling attached to this world. I will be with you always and await the day I can be with you again in peace and without judgements or poverty.
   Chris Donovan (Stockbridge, GA)
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   October 9, 2005
Christi I know that now you are in a better place, but this world feels so much different knowing that my big sister isnt around. I can't explain how much I miss you, but at least you are some where in peace. I charish every day we spent together and I pray that we will see eachother in the future.
R.I.P Big Sister
   Jaimie Bishop (Norcross, GA)
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   October 9, 2005
Christi is at peace and is no longer in pain. May her greiving family and friends who come together to celebrate her life this day, also find comfort for themselves, in her memory. My sincere and heart felt condolences go out to you all.
   James M. Haynes (Toronto, ON)

   October 9, 2005
Hi beautiful, baby girl of mine.
THANK YOU for being born!
Thank you for the most beautiful 20 years of my life.
Thank you for answering my prayers:
teaching me what unconditional love feels like.
Thank you for being 100% YOU! I love everything about you and I thank God that He blessed me with the gift of your life. You REPRESENT LOVE! YOU ARE LOVE! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH AND HAVE BEEN SO VERY PROUD AND BLESSED TO HAVE YOU AS MY
DAUGHTER EVERY SINGLE BREATH AND DAY OF YOUR LIFE!
God Bless You honey, with more than all my love....mommy
   Mom (Woodstock, GA)

   October 9, 2005
thoughts and prayers are with your family...you will be missed with all my heart...
   DJ XTRAK Matt James (Roswell, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi, even though we only spoke a couple of times through a mutual fiend it is apparent that you touched so many lives, you will sorely missed but at least now we all know that you are in a better place. My deepest condolences go out to the family for your loss.
   Jay Stacey (Alexandria, VA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi, the world was blessed with your presence and we all will be hard pressed to ever meet another human being as impressive and amazing as you. You are the best friend i have ever had and you will alwayz live with me in my heart,I love you. To the original babygirl.
   Lonnie Thomas (marietta, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
people don't have to know each other to be connected at the heart....my heart hurts for the family....only God can void the pain....God bless you and keep you strong....with much compassion and sympathy,,,,
   donna pitzorella (bordentown, NJ)
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   October 8, 2005
Our greatest losses in life are loved ones, who've passed on. Always hard to handle..but HARDER when the order is wrong.
But what greater loss for parents, than a child born of their flesh ... cut off an arm ... cut out a heart ... such pain would surely be less! Our prayers are with you all in this terrible time of sorrow.
Love, Nancie and Ashlei Whitfield
   Nancie Whitfield (Marietta, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
You will be missed but never forgotten - Your family at ImportAtlanta
   paul firestine (l'ville, GA)

   October 8, 2005
She was a very dear friend to all.
   David Cummings (Macon, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
She was a great friend to many and will be greatly missed.

My Condolences to her family.
   Julio Morillo (lawrenceville, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi I'm going to miss you girl.....me joking around with you at car shows it's just not going to be the same....on behalf of wTn and myself may GOD take care of you and RIP

much love,
Chris "IcEhOu$e" Ionescu
Founder of WhO tHeN nOw Car Club
   Chris Ionescu (Lawrenceville, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
didnt know her but heard alot about her from ppl. way too young
   btec (riverdale, GA)

   October 8, 2005
I'm going to miss you girl and I know we will me up again one day. We all know that you are up in heaven but you are still alive in all of us from the memories that you have left with each and everyone of us. I'll be keeping your family in my prayers and my you rest in peace.
   Charity Grant (Savannah, GA)

   October 8, 2005
My beautiful granddaughter my heart aches but you are now at peace with the Lord. I will pray for you and you keep me in your prayers.
   OLGA NOWAK (POMPANO BEACH, FL)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi, You will be forever missed. I will never forget the times we spent togeather.
   John Clopton (Atlanta, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
I will miss your beautiful smile and your lust for life. I am sure the stars in heaven will shine a little brighter now. May God bless your family and help them through their heartache.
   Cindy Cook (Macon, GA)

   October 8, 2005
my greatest sympathy goes out to the family. christi was a beautiful young lady with a bright future. now she is in heaven, a beautiful angel, looking down on everyone. she will be missed by many
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   October 8, 2005
Christi, you were such a great person to be around. There was never a dull moment with you around. :-)...It is still hard to believe you are gone. I'm going to miss seeing you at the car shows and those times you would come to Macon to hang out with us. I know you are in a better place, and that you will be looking down on us and looking out for us. You have touched a great number of people in so many ways. You will be missed and you will be remembered R.I.P. Christi Nowak!

To Christi's family, I know this is a tough time, and it's going to be hard. Just stay strong. I know I have only met Christi's mom and dad once, but if you need anything, just let me know!

Much Love, Jeremy Smart
   Jeremy Smart (Warner Robins, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi I can't believe this happened to you. Me and you were pretty good friends, and i will never forget all the times we spent together....dinner, shows, coming to your house.....i love you girl and i will miss you!!!
   Ansley Burnam (juliette, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi is someone who will be missed greatly.... My condolences and deepest regrets are extended to her family.
   Edward Grant (Savannah, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Lenny Scotchlas
Courtney Scotchlas
Drew Scotchlas
We are unable to attend the service but we would like to pass along our deepest sympathy to your family
   Lenny Scotchlas (Alpharetta, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi will be missed by all of her extended family in Middle Georgia. We will always love you. You touched all of our lives and will never be forgotten.
   Tripper Cook (Macon, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
God bless you Christi & be at peace. We are so proud of you!
   Bill Humbert (Niceville, FL)

   October 8, 2005
Ron, We are very sorry to hear of the loss of your beloved daughter, Christi. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers
   Tim Pappas (Dunwoody, GA)

   October 8, 2005
God has added a beautiful angel to be with Him, to help Him, to honor Him, and to know Him!
Christi, I love you with all my heart and am grateful for the time I had with you.
DD, my heart is with you and your family, asking God to protect and bless you and comfort you! I am grateful also for your life of joy to me always!

Mom
   Grandmother Betty Humbert (Lehigh Acres, FL)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi, my cousin, you were the center of so many people's world. And the world is going to be a little less bright without you in it.

You will be missed, and always loved.
   Jeremy Wooten (Jacksonville, FL)
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   October 8, 2005
It's sad to see you go Christi. I wish that I had gotten to know you. I always counted on seeing you around at the shows and just figured that I could talk to you at the next show. Rest in peace and God bless.
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   October 8, 2005
Dear Sweet Christi.......your life was taken from your family and friends far sooner than it should have been. You are a sweet angel in Heavan.....there to add your liveliness and humor to those in need. We thank you for your precious time on this Earth and are grateful to know that one day, when it is our time to be in the glory of our Lord, we will once again embrace our sweet Christi.
May God continue to Bless You Miss
Christi.......and until we see you again.....we love and miss you dearly.
With all of our love,
Terry, Eddie, Cole and Davis Bobbitt
   Terry Bobbitt (Jasper, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Dearest D.D.,& Family, We are so heartbroken over your loss of your beautiful daughter, sister, neice, granddaughter & friend. We feel very blessed to have known her and to see her beautiful spirit, her love for her family and her precious little brother Brent. We will miss seeing her bubbly personality and her warm smile. Our thoughts and prayers will forever be with you.
   Lisa Crawford-Mooney (Woodstock, GA)

   October 8, 2005
Christi will be missed by all of us that has hade the pleasure of knowing her . Christi has held a spot in my heart from the day i met her. I will miss her smile, her laugh,butt most of all i will miss the loving friendship between us. you will be loved , missed and remembered for the beautiful life you lived. love, Joey
   Joey Bendik (powder springs, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi, I miss you. Dearly. I know we went through the good times and the bad... but you're worth it. I know you're in a better place.... I know that you will forever be remembered in the many peoples lives you have touched. You always will remain in my heart....and in my thoughts.

I miss you girl, I love you.
Your friend for life,
Lea Anne Powell
   Lea Anne Powell (Villa Rica, GA)
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   October 8, 2005
Christi has and always will impact so many lives. Her smile and happiness is what i'll remember most of her. We didn't talk very often, but i remember talking to her at a car team meeting with my husband about her being our flower girl at our wedding, she was so excited about it. I know when we have our second wedding she will be there with us in spirit laying flowers down our isle. She is greatly missed by many of us here in Middle Georgia.
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